“It’s you who started it, you better take responsibility for this.” I snapped my eyes open when I suddenly heard a male voice. Ugh. Was that... Gavin? What, did Gavin enter my room without knocking again? Aww, fuck! I rolled to the bed when a headache suddenly hit my head. I feel like I was thrown into a cliff. My head aches so much and I feel really uncomfortable everywhere. I felt my back was the most uncomfortable and also my lower body. What happened last night? But... that was just a glass of... wait. Did I drink so much that I can’t remember anything at all? The last thing I remember was me going out to the balcony. Then all was blurred and I remember someone carrying me. Did he carried me back home? I didn’t know he'd actually find me though. Maybe someone called him? Or maybe Jasmine and Venice find me? It’s kind of impossible for Gavin to be the first one to care about my own safety. Since he never really cared about my well-being. I suddenly feel a bit more bitter than

I sighed as I took a bite at my watermelon. In the end, I didn’t obtain anything from Emily. But I kinda started to remember blurry images but it gives me a headache everytime I try to remember anything. So I will not force myself. Why would I do something that will only bring pain, right? I mean, maybe tomorrow or someday I will remember that. I could just lock myself in the room until I remembered that… Kidding. I want to go to the beach. Or I want to swim. I’m dying to get into the water! How I miss being in the ocean, pool or whatever it may be. I just want to swim. I sighed as I swung. I’m currently sitting on the swing placed on the terrace in the garden. Emily left me here after my breakfast. It’s actually relaxing. She even prepared a bowl of watermelon and I also like this cocoon shaped swing. I feel like I’m on vacation. This house is also amazing. Emily gave me a tour earlier before coming here. I didn’t know Gavin like modern things since the manor looks old fashio

“What’s taking you so long?” I grab some waterproof liquid foundation that the maid gave me and quickly put it to some visible hickeys in my chest and thighs. “J-Just a minute!” I said a bit louder as I mixed it well so it would toned as my skin color. I gave a final look at myself before opening the door. I was about to get out when I saw Gavin inside the room. Oh my gosh. What is he doing here? I immediately closed the door. I panicked after seeing Gavin standing there, topless , exposing his well-toned body. What’s more was, he didn’t even try covering the hickeys in his chest and neck. Even if it’s light, he should’ve tried covering it! Covering my chest, I looked at myself in the mirror. … Fuck. Why am I acting this way? Why am I being weird? Was it because I’m staying with Gavin? Am I infected by his weirdness? It’s all his fault! But… I’ve encountered many weird people in the past. Am I attracting some weird people, then? Every person… even the maids here. Ugh I

I gasped once my head aroused from the water. Shit Hugging the person beside me, I coughed and coughed. My nostrils hurt so bad, I don’t know how much water came inside my nose and well I drink, but my stomach feels heavy. “Ugh…” I groan as I tightly hold on to the person who’s hugging me. Fucking hell, I thought I’m gonna die. I just saw a devil there. That fucking bitch devil. She…She freaking drowned me. Oh my god. Shit. Shit. Shit. A surge of anxiousness rises inside me. I want to cry. I wanna call my mother. I almost died. I don’t want to die. I’m too young. “Huu. Huuu.” My breath becomes heavier and heavier as I feel myself panicking. “Madison!” I don’t want to die. It hurts being drowned. No, I still want to live. Let me live! My nails scratched the person’s shoulders as I tried struggling in his arms. I need to swim. Need to run away. Need to live. “Ah shit. Madison. Baby, you’re safe. Open your eyes.” I felt two big arms enveloping my body whispering to my

I stared at the diary. Should I continue reading today? I don’t have any schedule or anything to do anyway. Picking the book, I was about to sit down when my room’s door burst open, I turned around to see but something pinned me to the ground as the book fell in my face. Shit. That hurts. A phone falling in your nose already hurts like hell. What about a book? Probably hurts like tartarus? I groaned as I removed the book in my face. “What…?” I touched my nose and was about to angrily asked who the fuck- I mean ask what the hell was that but then, I feel something wet licking my cheeks. What- “Woof!” Woof? Wait… Fluffy… cute thing… It's Chowie! “What… What are you doing here, pal?” I asked as I stroked his fur. “Woof!” Chowie slightly lowered his body and licked my face. His body was towering mine so I guess Chowie grew? “Aww, did you get bigger, baby Chowie?” I put the book aside and rubbed his head. I can’t help but smile as he looks like he's enjoying my company. T