Lahat ng Kabanata ng Marry Me, Madison: Kabanata 131 - Kabanata 140

MADISON'S POVHmm.How matter how I see it. It's weird when looking at the ceiling's pattern. I woke up not long ago, welcomed by a unfamiliar ceiling. Not the ceiling of my room in Gavin's manor. It's really... Weird.Being a lazy person. I always want to sleep, especially that I'm pregnant, I mostly spend my time sleeping in my room or dozing of the couch near the big windom of my room. But waking up is not this empty.Before... I used to look forward with what kind of food that the chef's going to prepare especially the macaroons and what kind of mood I'll be having for the day or what kind of hobby should I train. Even if I mostly get bored I never consider having an empty feeling as I wake up, may it be morning, noon or evening I never felt that except when Gavin went to the business trip but somehow... I don't feel any bit of excitement to wake up.Just staring at the ceiling, I tried going back to sleep earlier but I'm already wide awake. I'm trying to think something else, l

MADISON'S POV*I feel bad. My eyes stayed at her until I don't see her shadow anymore. Sighing. I sat down and stared at the food that I don't feel like eating anymore. I feel guilty at a crime that I don't even know what it is. I just feel like... I'm the main reason why she's like that.She looks hurt and betrayed and wrecked. It's like... It's like I stole something very important to her.Fuck. How come that wherever I go, issue is flocking around me. It feels like issue is following me. I'm not doing anything though.I'm just trying to live peacefully.Yet, they seem to be enjoying bothering me. The faith, I mean.Is it my fault? Why does it always feel like it's all my fault when I know it's not. It's like I did something wrong but all I did is to find a way to survive?Is surviving a sin now? Fucking hell. I don't know anymore. I suddenly feel heavy. Why does it need to come when I'm pregnant? I hate overthinking. Who the fuck like thinking things that's gonna feel you like i

AUTHOR'S POV"You should pay attention to her, Jordan. Your baby is going to suffer if this will continue."Madison and Jordan both froze when the doctor siad that.'Really, they look good together.'The doctor find them cute as they both look like a couple that will be having their first child. He thought that Madison is Jordan's wife and is the father of the child inside her womb.Madison wants to correct the doctor and tell him that Jordan is not the father of her child but she thought that Jordan would do that and if she say that all of the sudden., it may put Jordan in an awkward situation.The room went silent as the doctor wrote the prescription of vitamins that Madison should take."I'll say it again. You should just rest and think less, child. If you continue to think and think and to feel stress all the time, I'm telling you, this will be very, very hard for the baby inside you. And Jordan, take care of them. Help your wife to lessen her worries, okay?"Madison flinched when

"Fuck!"The Morgan's territory that recently became lively turned back to it's usual dark and quiet atmosphere. Servants and maids became more afraid everytime the master of their territory would have a rampage. Every room that he came from was either destroyed or in a mess. They can't even move with his presence. And now, his people can't do anything but to watch their master to destroy everything inside his office.It started after he came back from the Dein's territory. The front door slammed open, breaking the doorknob. After marching towards his office where some of his people gathered, he ordered them to leave but they stayed outside of his office until they heard something broke. And they are still scared and worried even if they witness such act multiple times already."My lord!""My lord are you alright?!"But their Lord, Gavin Morgan, couldn't hear them. He was just standing in the middle of the mess mumbling something they can't hear. His hands were clenching and his fi

JASMINE'S POV*I liked Gavin.But don't get me wrong, I don't have a plan to steal someone else's husband. I liked him but I never thought of pursuing him or doing something to make him mine.I'm not a 'die hard' crushing. I just used to idolized him and he's the most attractive guy in our school and until recently. Most of the girls that I knew was Gavin's admirer. I even know someone tried to use her family's wealth and assets to marry him but... Gavin's status is no joke. Even the high ranking officials will not be labeled as same as Gavin.That's not the reason why I liked him though.He just seems to be cool and decent... before.I've known Gavin for like, ages ago. Our family knew his sister but not close but, since I'm friends with Veni, I often hang out with them since Bennedix and Gavin always hanging out at the Garrin's manor. At first, I thought he's a snob and have no care about his surrounding but that's not true. He cares about people close to him. He's just a jerk som