Lahat ng Kabanata ng Marry Me, Madison: Kabanata 151 - Kabanata 160

GAVIN'S POVI feel like my ears were ringing that I can't hear what's Dr. Lee was saying.My wife is pregnant? Madison is?Like an automated machine, my memories started to come back. The reports from the maids about her eating habits. How she asked for the strange foods that gave them a hard time. I... I even bought the white strawberry from the market on my way home because the head maid said she wants to eat them...Was the steak is related to her cravings too? I heard she sleeps from time to time too.Did she... Did she also experienced morning sickness? And her emotions...How she cried then get angry then cry again. That's probably her hormones? But that's also probably my fault because... I... I hurt her.Just why I didn't know about this? Why didn't she tell me? She experienced such hardship all by herself. And yet I did those horrible things to her. I thought she's just acting. I thought she's just lying about her emotions. Maybe it's because I haven't saw her cry lik

GAVIN'S POVI sighed after finishing a set of workload. Sipping my coffee, I turn my chair around to look at the view. I'm currently working in my office in my company. I, at least need to show myself to my employees and business partners. I even heard some employees talking about my state being okay because I'm already back.Well, the truth is it's still not okay. I'm still not okay and I will not be okay.It was hard because I chose to stay here for a while because it's more convenient and Madison's traces is lesser than in my manor.I tried my best to focus on my work but my mind still lingering towards her.Because, to be honest? I'm losing hope. Will I ever see my wife? Will I ever hug her? Spend time with her?And if I do find her, will she accept me? Will she forgive me after all the things I've done? Will she stay? I'm scared that the answer to those questions is a 'no'. I'm trying to think negatively and not expect too much but I can't. Even though I'm afraid to face her.

MASSIE'S POV*Waking up, the first thing I noticed was the arms that's tightly wrapped around me. There's no need to look who's arm is it but I want to see his face.Looking up, I saw a handsome face of the man that I love so much. It's funny that he looks so peaceful at the times like this. Unlike what he truly is. I can feel my eyes hurting and taste the blood on my lips. It's really funny how he looks so dashing and elegant but his personality is on par of an animal.Even so, I still love him and I... I believe that he also loves me.I know that he loves me. Because he said it. He assured me.He assured it to me.But I can't help but to be confused. Does he really loves me?I can't just... Rely on the words he gave me last year. I can't just rely on the past. But I don't want to think that he don't love me anymore.Every time I remember what he did... How he hurt me both physically and mentally whenever he didn't get what he wanted.How he torture me when I disapoint him. The

MADISON'S POV*Watching that dashing person to come in, the maids immediately stood up and went to my side and bowed.Jordan smiled at them and turn towards me. He smiled at me proudly, as if he's bragging how fresh he looks right now.My left eyebrow raised as I looked at him from head to toe. He's wearing a white Vneck shirt and a black pants. His hair was fixed and he looks like he just shaved."What brings Mr. Jordan 'Fresh' Drein here?"I asked, slightly teasing him. The maids giggles but immediately went silent when Jordan's face suddenly turn a bit red as his ears and neck was bright red.Oh my. Is he shy? I couldn't help but laugh, that I think, made him a bit embarrassed because he looked away from me and signed the maids to leave.The maids immediately left the room without looking back. Jordan walks towards me and stopped when he reached my side.Well, look at this kid. He was bragging earlier and now he shoo my companies away."What's up, Mr. Freshie?""Stop that, Maddie

GAVIN'S POV*Staring at my sister's tomb, it got me thinking.Most of my classmates back in grades school always boast their fathers. We also had a project about who's the hero of our lives and most of them presented their father. Even my friends back then talked about how they will inherit their father's business or follow their father's footsteps. I think they're either involved into business or politics. When enrolling in the university, those who don't have a company to inherit chose to attend the course that their father used to go. Like a friend of mine that became a police because hus father was the chief of police in his prime.But... What's a father?Once I got curious when my friends talked about their a lot so I researched it.Father is the man of the family. He's supposed to be the strength and the foundation of the family. They said that a Father is the protector of the family members. The guide of the path they are oath to take.But why does it have to be different for