Kellina, There are so many things I wish I could say to you in person but I’m not sure right now you even want that. I know you have now gone through things I could never imagine and I will never forgive myself for being the reason that it happened to you. I completely understand if you told me, you never forgave me because I don’t know if I can ever forgive myself. I should have known that Melina wouldn’t just allow you to leave without her punishment and I wish now more than anything I would not have made the decisions I had because they pushed us further apart rather than close together as I wanted. I hope you know I will do nothing but ensure your safety going forward no matter if you choose to speak to me again or not. I was desperate for you to be free and saw how everyone in the white wolf house was trapped in a sick twisted world where Melina controlled everyone. (I refused to call her High Priestess anymore) I thought I could fix it all for you but in the end, I c

I was nervous and excited unsure of what I had gotten myself into with agreeing to allow the Red Priestess to show me things but here I was on Monday morning getting myself ready and heading over to her house. I dressed in the same thing I had been doing which was leggings, a tank top covered by an overgrown sweater. This was what I felt most comfortable in and covered most of the still-healing bruises. I could walk much better though after two more days of healing sessions and I felt better than I had had enough so I thought I could make it through today. I decided to treat it like a school day since everyone including me didn’t think school was something I needed to attend anymore. It was only two weeks but I was ahead as it was in school so the finals flew by and thanks to technology I was done and passed without any issues. My plan was simple for the daily work with the Red Priestess getting to know her then on my way home I would make a small detour to see Rogan. I felt li

The run had cleared my brain and had woken my wolf up to at least paying attention which was exciting in itself to me as I felt a part of me had been missing but now here she was. I was grateful to have her at least awaken and felt her warmth which I knew I’d missed even when I didn’t know what it was. I entered the woods and made my way to the waterfall I could hear before I had arrived and was almost eager to see Rogan’s face but when I reached the opening it was still just me. My wolf guided by instinct had me looking around to make sure we were safe and I scoured the area. It looked the same as it had now weeks since I’d been here I felt the power again of this area and realized it was special to me in so many ways. It was here that Rogan and me connected and it is here where we will either unite or be broken for good. It was also here that I first saw my mother and grandmother in my dreams then Rogan being dragged away. I wondered what it all meant now but perhaps it was jus

The last couple of days had flown by and here we were now Wednesday with this being the last day of school. I said goodbye to some good teachers, coaches, and other students before leaving out the school with Alex and Reese. “I can't believe we are finally done!” Reese squealed. This was her very typical level of happiness and Alex and I just shrugged at each other. It felt different but I was also happy because the last few days Kellina and I had been texting and that was so much more so it was helping me hang in till my ceremony. Tomorrow would be busy getting ready for graduation celebrations and taking in a few early ones from other students then Friday we graduated. Finally, after that, I would meet this aggressive wolf beast that had been making things all a little bit more difficult. Nobody ever told you that having yourself turn wolf the day after graduation could be so difficult. Still, life was changing and I was happy because I knew she was at least there. It’s funny two

We sat at the most glorious table more beautiful than anything I’d ever seen. It was obvious by the table that you could seat what seemed like the whole pack. It was a beautiful white wood that was obviously antique being passed on from Alpha to Alpha for who knew how long. There were beautiful paintings along the walls with a cocktail drink station and many other beautiful tables surrounding yet still room for many more. I was seated by Laura and Sarah with the Alpha at the end followed by his wife then Roe and Corgan with Rogan on the other end beside Sarah’s husband. We were waited on by two waitresses and the same butler that had opened the door directing the courses. At first, we just ate and I did my best not to make too much eye contact with Rogan because every time I looked at him although he smiled back at me I could see him tightening his fists. Part of me thought it looked like he was angry but from a previous text earlier he had reminded me his wolf was difficult to c