Lahat ng Kabanata ng Charming My Ex-Boyfriend: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

Sarah’s POV   “Why did you leave 3 years ago?” he asked. Oh my god!! I didn’t know that this day will come this soon or will come ever. I need to say something fast but I can’t tell him the truth. If I tell him the truth he will have hope that I don’t want him to have. ‘What will happen after this?’ his question echoed in my head. What was I thinking then? “I think you know the answer to that question pretty well Jan” I said coldly. “I left because I wanted to study in America simple” I continued. “Was that a strong reason to break up with? I told you that you can go and we still could be together  but you told me that you didn’t feel like studying there anymore? So why did you leave back then?” he bombarded me with questions. “I told you back then that I don’t love you anymore” I said nonchalantly. “And this is a lie!! I saw the lust and desire in your eyes today. I saw it clearly” he yelled. “First

Sarah’s POVI woke up to my alarm today. It’s going to be a very long and hectic day as it’s the party day. I have to pretend that me and Jan are a couple. Jan. I don’t know how yesterday night went and how has the night turned like this; from kissing and almost having sex to fighting and shouting to each other. I’m not very proud of my decisions but at that time it seemed like my only solution back then. However, when he asked my if I loved him or not I couldn’t say yes, I couldn’t do the same thing again because if I said yes I can’t leave after that. I don’t want to be back here after I graduate. Somehow, grandpa was right about forcing me about going there and that was the only reason that made me forgive him a little bit. So, I can’t give Jan hope. I can’t tell him that I still love him but whatsoever I am leaving after 2 months and never coming back except for holidays. I can’t be that selfish but he doesn’t seem to acknowledge that. I know he still loves me as much as I love hi

Jan’s POV I sat in my car waiting for her to get ready and as I was waiting the image of them hugging can’t be erased from my mind. Questions are popping inside my head and I’m afraid of their answers. If they didn’t notice I was there would they have kissed? Or are they just friends like she was admitting? But friends don’t get intimate like that they don’t hug like that. We were once friends and we didn’t hug like that. As I was lost in my thought I heard the car door open and then close. I looked at the passenger seat and saw her fastening her seat belt. I started the car and all of those questions are and scenarios are messing up with my head. I know I told her that I don’t want her explanation but I know that if I didn’t hear them I might explode so I pulled the breaks in the empty streets causing the car to stop suddenly “Oh my god Jan, are you fu****g crazy?? You could have killed us!!” she shouted. I looked at her and then uttered a single word “explain” she looked at me in su

Jan’s POV After driving Sarah to the mansion I returned home to get ready. When I was about to finish, I heard my phone ring. The second I saw who the caller was I didn’t know whether to smile or to cry. I picked the phone and said “Hi, mom” “Honey, the most amazing, gorgeous and genius son in the world. How are you dear?” she asked. I think I know why my mom is calling me it’s either to tell me that she found a new girl for me to see as she wanted me to get married as soon as possible or she has found out about Sarah and the party or both. My mom isn’t very fond of Sarah since we were dating in the past. She used to say that she was the precious gem of the Yorukan family and that she was a spoiled kid which makes her act like a brat just like all of the rich families daughters. Maybe her opinion is partially true that Sarah is the precious gem of the Yorukan family and she was indeed spoiled but she wasn’t a brat and she definitely wasn’t like the rest of the daughters. On the contra

Jan’s POV I was worried about her. She’s not okay. I know that she wasn’t going to accept it and carry on but I didn’t think she would be that upset. Is being engaged to me something that bad that she’s having a hard time to accept? “Look man, she’s just processing. Give her sometime and she’s going to be okay” someone said behind me and when I turned and looked at him he was Noah. “Yeah” I said nonchalantly. Actually, he’s the last one I wanted to see right now “I know you’re not really fond of me but I promise there’s nothing going on between me and Sarah. We’re only two best friends who shared the same pain at the same time” he said sadly. “What does that mean?” I asked not knowing what pain he’s talking about. “Three years ago, we met at college. It was the first day for both of us at college. We were both coming with the same pain. The pain of having to give up on someone you really love just for their own good” he said. I was about to say something when he continued. “Just as