It's the weekend I am back at work and I hate it. As a matter of fact I ahte everything about my routine thesedays. I hate going to school because I see Oliver and I can't be with him. Plus I get to Marlene gloating and  prancing around the school. She has found a new happiness since Oliver and I have been "broken up". She's back to her loud abd abnoxious self. And Kelly is mad at me.So we haven't been spending a lot of time together. I'm afraid I'm going to slip up and tell her the truth about Oliver and I.She just doesn't beileve me when I give her my fake reason why we broke up. She doesn't understand what is going on and she hates that I won't give her a valid reason why I won't patch things up with Oliver. I know she's going t kill me when I finally tell her what happened. I hate being at work now because I know it's count down to me going back to being a simgle girl. I am realizing now that big part of my life was taken up by our relation

I watch Kelly walk into the shop  and I smile. I haven't talked to her since the  fake breakup. I imagine she has questions and I wouldn't be surprised if she blames me for everything that is going on right now. "Hey." She says coming into the store room. "Hey." I say back at her. "How are you doing?" She asks her face serious."Hanging in  there." I say and she smiles."Everything sucks huh?" She says and I shrug. "Can you take a little break?" She asks already walking away."I guess." I say following her. She heads out of the front entrance and she walks towards her car. "What's going on O?" She asks when we're next to her car and out of ear shot. "I don't know." I say honest. I don't know what's going on with Ryo and I think I'm getting to a point where I don't want to agonize over this."What do you mean you don't know?" She asks confused. "Ryo is not telling me anything.

"Do you mind if I join you?" She asks looking at the chair and then at me. "Not at all." I say and she sits down. "I didn't peg you for the coffee before midnight kind" She says smiling at me and I shrug."I couldn't sleep." I say and she raises her brows at me. "I know coffee is not really the answer but I had to get out of the house." I say and she looks at me concerned. "Well, I'm glad you decided to come here. It's good to see you." She says surprising me. 

"I was thinking about our break up." She says turning her full body to look at me. "You said I ended things between us and that's not how I remember things going down." She says and I sigh. It's crazy that I'm the villain in every story that she remembers. Every time I heard her or any of her friends talk about our relationship I was the one that did her wrong. I'm the one who was dating multiple girls and flaunting them in her face. When in actuality..."How do you remember it?" I ask trying to hear how she remembers how this story goes. Of course, I've the highlights over the years but we've never talked about it. "You met that girl with the long hair. The one you used to meet up with when your family went on vacation and then suddenly I wasn't good enough anymore." She says and I smile a little.

"I don't get how your cheating on me is my fault." She says her voice low."How is you breaking up with me my fault?" I ask and she groans. "You're the one that decided we were over. Why didn't you stay?" I ask looking at her. I wait for her to reply but she doesn't say anything. "You were cold, mean and you never had time for me." She says after a long pause. "I couldn't stop thinking about you and Simon. I couldn't be the same guy before you cheated on me."I say to her statement and she frowns. I wait for the words to filter through her mind. I want to make sure that she heard me. I want this to be our last conversation. I don't want to play this game with her anymore. I'm done, I want to be free o