Lahat ng Kabanata ng Nina (A Werewolf Romance): Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

Maverick’s pov- Two days, two days she has been unconscious. Two days she has left me sinking and feeling all and every bit of the guilt that I deserved to be feeling. I was pacing, I haven’t stopped pacing at her bedside since she said those words. She hates me. I don’t blame her; I would hate me too. My family and Jesse have incessantly searched around the clock, expiring all and every turn as they searched for a reason behind her shift. They come up short with nothing other than that it wasn’t supposed to happen. My mark wasn’t supposed to entice a shift, it was mere impossible for a wolf to appear within a human unless they were born with the gene or physically turned by an alpha on a full moon and she had neither. She was not born by a wolf, nor was she turned by an alpha. The moon goddess was testing me. I wasn’t sure as to what that test was, and I didn’t know why or like the fact that Nina had to be the one to suffer in the way she so painfully was and still is all in the nam

Nina’s pov- “You’re afraid of me” Maverick’s lips stretched into a thin line with a defeated look, thankfully dropping his hold of my wrist, the action clearing my senses enough for me to feel the anger and fear that I should be feeling towards him. “You tried to kill me” I backed away from him, my lip quivering and I wasn’t even going to attempt to make it still because he had already seen it. I can see it in his eyes, he sees everything. He clenched his teeth together as a ferocious noise ripped from between them brining forward the image of him in my mind. Him with his golden eyes, his powerful aura as he tore a sound very similar to the one that he had just made. What the fuck? It was so clear, a flashback of the whimper that left my own mouth as I bowed to the boy I trusted. I blinked as if the action would make the picture disappear and I shook my head focusing my eyes on my hands with revulsion. They looked as normal as ever but the image of them in my mind was far from norma

Maverick’s pov- I was pacing at the bottom of the staircase with a need, all I seem to do lately is pace and pace. The upstairs of the house was in an unnerving silence, it had been that way for the past ten minutes since father attempted to give Nina a clearer mind. An although they hadn’t spoken a word to each other since she admitted her fears I kept shamelessly eavesdropping and robbing yet another thing from her. She deserved her privacy, of course she deserved her privacy, but I couldn’t give her that when I was so on edge, when she was so on edge so much so that she was making it near impossible for me to block out her mind from my own. She really truly believes that I had purposely wanted to bring harm to her, that I wanted to kill her. She has to know that I would never willingly want to see her in pain. She was confused, her mind was tormented with the lack of understanding of what I had dragged her into. I wanted nothing more than to march myself up those stairs and force h

Maverick’s - Distance was what was best for her. I had taken away so much from her that the least I could do was remove myself from her sight, she didn’t need the reminder that I was the reason for her suffering. Peace of mind was what she deserved and the only way I could give her that was to be unseen. So here I was hiding away in the stables with the horses, forcing myself to block her thoughts from mine. My brothers respectfully had done the same, it was only right that we gave her that solitude of privacy until she learned how to keep it strictly selective. How to not let others into that beautiful mind of hers should be the first on Jesse’s training list. “I knew I’d find you sulking out here” Carson spoke before appearing in the open doorway. I ignored his remark rising from my spot on the haystack. I was going to need a cigarette if I was to deal with him and his obvious hatred towards me for what I had done to Nina. “Don’t leave on my account” he said, his lips tucked into

Nina’s pov- I slowly made my way towards the Kingsley’s house. I was purposely dragging my feet afraid that I would bump into a Kingsley brother or more a specific Kingsley brother. I know its childish and juvenile to be avoiding someone that I was inevitably going to bump into, and you can call me weak if you will, but I wasn’t sure I was ready for the drama that I’m sure would come when we eventually confront what had happened between us. Uncle Jesse had told me to be behind the stables for nine o’clock sharp. It was now nine thirty-five and I had not one clue as to which one of these buildings was the stables. How could one property have so much space and places to get lost in? ‘It’s the grey building sweetheart’ Levi’s voice came to mind, and I glanced around, awkwardly finding no sign of him. ‘Id hurry too, Jesse has gone on the hunt for Carson and then he will be looking for you’ he added before the silence. It was weird, so fucking weird how he was able to do that, how any of