Silently, James came to stand next to me. I could see him in my peripheral vision, but I didn’t acknowledge him. Not even with a glance. He didn’t say anything either. He just stood beside me. I wanted to meet someone interesting. But the one that stuck to me, was someone I didn’t want next to me. Okay, to be honest, I didn't know him. But I didn't have a feeling that a fulfilling conversation was his goal with me.I didn’t converse with him in hopes he would trot off. But I guess he didn’t have a sense that he was disturbing me. Such a b*gger. My skin was covered with goosebumps again. It was such a weird feeling. It made me anxious every single time. I couldn’t explain it. And if I couldn’t explain it, I freaked out about it. And if I was freaking out, I needed to push it away or run away. Either way – I needed it as far from me as possible. But he was a determined guy. I had to give him that. So, even with the awkward silence

LailaI was busy working on Monday. My Sunday passed by quickly as I slept in till noon. Though I tried to distract myself with cooking and some housework, James kept on popping up in my thoughts. I had that nervousness in my stomach while thinking about the upcoming lunch with him. It made me a bit nauseous. Was it that bad warning feeling again? Or was it excitement? But why should I be excited? I was not looking for anything with any guy. My intuition is telling me something for sure.While I typed on my laptop, I noticed that James would be there soon. So I started to get ready. I didn't need much to be ready. I dressed in the morning and I was not planning to change. I wore a navy blue dress that reached to my knees. It was one of my typical work dresses. I just needed to put on my coat and black ankle boots and take my gray bag. I didn't need anything else. Right? I search my mind for ideas that I might need. I was nervous. F*ck! This is not a da

LailaYesterday’s lunch with James was nice and interesting. I felt I had relaxed around him more. I was glad to see that there was some depth in the guy. Though I was still surprised that he was a soldier, slash the bodyguard and killed other people. That was some scary sh*t. In my life, stuff like that was only on the screen, not in real life.Today he took me to a burger place. He said that they have vegetarian options. True to his words, I ordered a vegetarian burger to try out. We were sitting at the table and waiting for our food.- So, do you have other adult questions for me?He asked with a small smile. I looked at him and c*cked my head. Today I was in a different mood. In a more playful one. I wanted to tease him.- Okay, Mr. My-D*ck-Knows-All-The-Free-Girls-in-This-City, when did you lose your virginity?I asked with a mischievous smile. JamesI smiled

James The next day, I came early. I got out of the car and went to wait at the front door. I bought a dozen yellow roses for her as an apology for my behavior. She came out and slightly jumped when she noticed me. I guess she didn’t expect me to stand there.- Oh, you are here.She said surprised.- Hey! This is for you.I stretched out my hand towards her. She frowned.- As an apology for my …outburst.She looked at me for a while. What was going on in her little head now?- Okay. I accept your apology.She said at last and took the flowers. Good.- Well, then I'll quickly run up and put them in a vase. Then I'm coming.She added.- Sure. I'll wait for you in the car.I replied. She hummed back at me and disappeared behind the door. Should I have gone upstairs with her? I started to consider. Well, next time maybe. I should know which fl

JamesThe next day, I was happy to pick her up.     - So I found this vegetarian and vegan place nearby. Would you like to check it out?I asked her. I was very proud of myself. I researched yesterday and was surprised about the available options out there.- Sure.She shrugged.- But what will you be eating?She is concerned about me. How sweet. I like to see these little things. Maybe I am exaggerating their meaning. Maybe she is with everyone like this. But it gives me hope that she feels the mate bond.- I’m sure I will find something tasty.I brushed her off.- Well, yeah, but you said you liked meat.She kept on pressing. That was very sweet of her.- Ah, don’t worry, I can skip.I told her. We went to the place. I led her to a more secluded corner. We needed maximum privacy. And hopefully, no b*tch will see me here. After