Under the moon, as the waves dance here we are, sitting. Hold the cold beer and hug his warm body.I'm changing, even if I have to, I haven't experienced it but he's a catfish beside me. Feels like things I haven’t been through before. Why am I settling with a man I don't know very well."They say that whoever you don't know can help you. They will give you fun, they will make you feel how good it is to live what you want to do right now?" he asked.I stare at the moon. Waiting that someone will give me an answer to his question."I want to be quiet, but I can't be peaceful until I do what I want. It's not enough for me to stay away from them, because I know that the time will still come when they will come back into my life to torture me again."He was silent, I looked at him, and he gulped down the beer he was holding. I could see the rise and fall of his Adam apple. I don’t know what’s going through his mind. I don’t know what he was thinking either.“Talk to Sander,” he said."Who

"Are you okay? Are you in pain? Do you want me to take you to the hospital to treat your wounds?" she asked in succession. I do nothing but keep quiet.I was just looking at my wounds. It's just a small wound but it hurts. There is no need to go to the hospital because I can treat it. I just had to go home because I promised Zack earlier that we would have dinner together and I would cook for him.I bun my hair and then I look at Issa, I know she’s worried about me but I have to be firm. I smiled and held her hand."Don't worry, I'm okay. It's getting late, my husband will be looking for me. Will you be careful here okay? Maybe Kilah will suddenly quarrel with you, call me when you need something." I handed over the calling card.She nodded and hugged me tightly. She said goodbye and went back inside because she still had work to do. I didn't stop her because I didn't have to go home. Zac will be looking for me because it's close to 6 pm.I was in a hurry to drive, it was only 30 mins

"Happy birthday auntie Anne!" I greet Issa's mother."Thank you, my dear, I didn't know you married someone else," she said and laughed.I don't know if I'm going to laugh but I don't intend to say that. Maybe she just said something different. I immediately felt Zac's hand curl around my waist. I don't know where I can get strength but Zac is here just to support me.I don't understand but why does she have to say that done in front of my husband. And I don't have a husband other than before because Zac is my only husband. I don't understand why, Issa said what happened in life so she knows.It's okay for her to know but I hope she doesn't do it. I also remember Zac because I might know what he thinks. I faked a smile and then reminded them.Zac just followed me, I sat down. Zac took a chair and placed it right in front of me and then sat down. I sighed, I looked away because I didn't want to see his eyes. Whenever I have a problem or whatever I can't look into his eyes because I see

"Love, I'm going home, I'll just wait for you there because I'll take care of the groceries." I approached him and kissed him."Take care okay? Wait for me and let's have dinner together," I nodded immediately. I left his office. During my time here, I have known a lot. Many greetings to me from Zac's staff.It's embarrassing because they rarely give us food at lunch. I will tell them not to give me food anymore because I have something to cook for Zac and me.They insisted, that they still shared food with us every lunch. I don't force them. I can do it, I just cook a lot of food or dish so that when they give it to us, you also give me to them.When I got off the elevator I immediately saw their smiles. Gradually I found that they became close even though others I forgot the name. I was laughing because someone suddenly approached me to greet me. Worse is I don't know that person. So no matter how many of them I try to remember their names.When I left the building, I immediately we

"'He always comes to me, first he goes to admit if he likes me. I don't know that what they say is just a lie. But I don't want to believe it because he has broken my trust so much. So what I did was I didn't miss the opportunity. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing but because I'm too tired to explain, I didn't tell you. I thought I could do it alone, I thought everything would be fine. when I do this alone but it's not because I'm alone, I'm already hurting. "He wiped away my tears and hugged me tightly. I thought he would disappear because of what I did but now he tries to take care of me. I love him, I will not hesitate to choose him over and over again because he also chose me during the times when I was hurting over and over again. He chooses me even though I'm so toxic. It shouldn't be like this but no, you indeed have to be good at love."When I keep telling you you have nothing else to do but keep quiet, when I found out what you did I was really angry but I can't stan