I will always understand you even if I no longer understand. I know in myself that he always cares about me but this time I will understand him. I don’t criticize what he does but this time I know in myself that he hurt me too much.Where did I go wrong for everything to be like this? I didn't even know what to do because I felt like I was losing myself. I want to fix what's going on perp I also don't know how I'm going to do it."Let's not talk about that now, my mind isn't clear yet so I'm going crazy thinking about what's going on."We don't need to talk now because I'm tired and I can't do anything but rest first. I knew in myself that this was wrong and I also told him earlier that I would listen to him but here I am now. I pushed him hard because it might lead to a fight.I know my habit so as much as possible we can't talk to Zac. I will listen to him but not now. We can't go to the part where we're going to fight and our relationship won't be good.I also had to leave now beca

I sigh. I don't know why I saved like that. I also want to wonder why I dream of Mommy. I am angry with him and I don't think about him either but he will suddenly appear in my dream.That indeed happened in Mommy’s life. I also wanted to ask what happened next because even I was confused too. All I know is that Mommy is a businesswoman and at the same time a killer."What's wrong with you? You're dreaming again," Zac opened up to me anxiously.We’re not well yet and we still can’t talk. My blood is still hot so I try to calm myself first. I sighed and let myself meditate first."I'll just get you some water and I'll get your breakfast, just wait for me here." He stood up and turned his back on me.I don't know what to do because he left me here in the room. Just sigh and adjust me. I leaned against the headboard and closed my eyes, I didn’t know what to think.It’s also been a while since I last dreamed of Mommy. I don't even know what happened next but the only thing I remember abou

"You don't have to explain that because I already told you that I was here before. I was with Zac then so he took me around here, he did the thing you should have done before James," I told him while looking at his eyes.Even if he gets angry or what is true, why didn't he do then the things he does now. I don't know if James is becoming a fool or if he's trying to get me to stop being angry with him. That he thought we were getting along well in this situation."I'm sorry Kai, I didn't mean to, I just really wanted to take you around here because I know I didn't do that before. Give me another chance to get you back and fix the things I broke before," the voice almost broke. him, I know he is also hurt by what I say but I am more hurt.Maybe it’s that, I’ve been able to do what I’ve wanted to do for a long time. He is the one I will hurt, he is the one I will drown. Little by little but I knew the thing I was saying hurt him. I also don't blame myself because they are the reason why

"When?" he asked.Zac and I are eating. I told him I was leaving because I wanted to go for a walk. He didn't agree when he first said that because he wanted us to leave together. I also didn't know that he would answer like that. I thought he would let me because he had a job.That's why I'm just working on a way to get rid of what he still knows. I also don't want to leave without him knowing because he might suddenly find me with his bodyguards. But I also thought that his staff might follow me."I don't know what date yet but I'll tell you when I'm leaving," I said and sipped the fried chicken. I can't speak much because with every word that comes out of my mouth I think about it carefully. He might suddenly catch me saying what I'm saying."All right, let me just tell me so I know where you're going. Go home right after you're done okay?" he said and smiled at me.My life is going well. Zac and I are getting along well, we didn't talk about the things we knew we were going to fig

"You shouldn't be lifting heavy. My staff is there, always tell me when you're going to do a lot of grocery shopping so I know when to tell my staff," said Zac.He's been talking about his staff for a while now, I know that's what he wants and I know that I can't stop him from what he wants. I just sighed and nodded. We are eating lunch today at home, he went home before noon because he will return to his office at 12:30 pm.His schedule is a hassle because he has a lot of work today, he still prefers to go home today so we can eat here together. He also knows that I'm tired of doing things at home and I can't seem to go to his office to bring him food.I don't even know what time he will be home later, but he won't stay the night. I also know that he will still come home before 6 pm because that is what we talked about. I'll just wait for him here because I won't be going to his office.After we ate, I immediately arranged the plates to wash them. Zac took his bag and came to me. He