Selen's Pov.After a few years ago when I moved out of our house I got used to being alone. I don’t know how I coped but I knew in myself that nothing is difficult with the person who wants to break free from confinement.I was locked up in the house for almost a few years, I lived there doing nothing but crying every night. I am free but I am still crying.Previously every reason I cried was the pain I felt while I was still at home. I used to have sympathy, and at least before someone listened to my sigh but now I am here in a dark room, crying while trembling.I'm harrased from my ex-boyfriend, we broke up because of what he did. I still want to give him a chance but nothing. I was tired of giving him another chance. With him repeatedly fooling me I was exhausted.I left home just to get rid of the pain I was feeling. I want to be free from the hardship I went through there. My step-das are harassing me. Since Mommy died, my brother and I have been the only ones left in the house.
"You don't have to explain that because I already told you that I was here before. I was with Zac then so he took me around here, he did the thing you should have done before James," I told him while looking at his eyes.Even if he gets angry or what is true, why didn't he do then the things he does now. I don't know if James is becoming a fool or if he's trying to get me to stop being angry with him. That he thought we were getting along well in this situation."I'm sorry Kai, I didn't mean to, I just really wanted to take you around here because I know I didn't do that before. Give me another chance to get you back and fix the things I broke before," the voice almost broke. him, I know he is also hurt by what I say but I am more hurt.Maybe it’s that, I’ve been able to do what I’ve wanted to do for a long time. He is the one I will hurt, he is the one I will drown. Little by little but I knew the thing I was saying hurt him. I also don't blame myself because they are the reason why
Zac and I were lying down, he was naked and so was I. I don't know what to say, something happened to us too so this is my posture. I'm tired but happy, he's still very gentle with that kind of thing.I hugged him, my face facing his chest. I was also caught in his arm, he didn’t speak. I also know that he is tired too so I let him sleep next to me first.I'm also tired so I'd better go to sleep first. It was early in the morning and I hadn't slept yet, he fell asleep faster because he was tired. I slowly removed my hand from my embrace with him and stood up.I will get milk so I can go to sleep right away, I will go out of the room right away. He never woke up because he was sleeping soundly. Gradually, everything will be okay.When I got down, I immediately boiled the water, I immediately prepared the mug and milk. I'm not going to drink too hot so I won't be here in the chin for long. When the water boiled I immediately filled the mug.When I was done I took it and headed to the di
"When?" he asked.Zac and I are eating. I told him I was leaving because I wanted to go for a walk. He didn't agree when he first said that because he wanted us to leave together. I also didn't know that he would answer like that. I thought he would let me because he had a job.That's why I'm just working on a way to get rid of what he still knows. I also don't want to leave without him knowing because he might suddenly find me with his bodyguards. But I also thought that his staff might follow me."I don't know what date yet but I'll tell you when I'm leaving," I said and sipped the fried chicken. I can't speak much because with every word that comes out of my mouth I think about it carefully. He might suddenly catch me saying what I'm saying."All right, let me just tell me so I know where you're going. Go home right after you're done okay?" he said and smiled at me.My life is going well. Zac and I are getting along well, we didn't talk about the things we knew we were going to fig
After I grocery shopping, I just looked for something to have fun with at the mall and I also bought flat shoes. We couldn't buy before because of our fight that was followed by another fight.It's even better than we don't talk about our fights anymore. We just let go of whatever conflict we have, as long as it's important, we don't separate over simple things, and we don't fight when we know the situation is getting worse.I also know in my mind that I can't live without him, I can't lose him especially because I love Zac so much. It just hurts so much because he can't promise the thing that hurts me. I want to ask him what he thinks when we fight but I'm also afraid of his answer.When I got bored walking around inside the mall, then I went out, I nodded at the parking lot because my car was there. From a distance, I saw someone waiting for me. He was leaning on my chest and I knew who he was right away just by his posture.I sighed, he will tease me again and he will promise somet
"You shouldn't be lifting heavy. My staff is there, always tell me when you're going to do a lot of grocery shopping so I know when to tell my staff," said Zac.He's been talking about his staff for a while now, I know that's what he wants and I know that I can't stop him from what he wants. I just sighed and nodded. We are eating lunch today at home, he went home before noon because he will return to his office at 12:30 pm.His schedule is a hassle because he has a lot of work today, he still prefers to go home today so we can eat here together. He also knows that I'm tired of doing things at home and I can't seem to go to his office to bring him food.I don't even know what time he will be home later, but he won't stay the night. I also know that he will still come home before 6 pm because that is what we talked about. I'll just wait for him here because I won't be going to his office.After we ate, I immediately arranged the plates to wash them. Zac took his bag and came to me. He
Athena's Pov."I'm being courted, are you whining?" I grinned.The shock on the faces of the two was obvious so I just laughed it off. They quickly stood up and pushed me upstairs. When it comes to Chika, these two wins. I even heard Levi's voice calling me."Shut up Lev! There you are!" Varly said flatly.It continues to go beyond my wrist. When we got to the top, he opened his door and let me in.She made me sit on her bed. They both sat on the big couch on the side of the bed so I looked at them."So, what is Chika for today" Yans laughed at what Varly said.I didn't delay and I told them how it happened that Levi courted me. From the beginning until the end of my story, the two listening to me were silent. I also said my decision not to rush this relationship. I still need to think. I want to make good decisions in my life. I am happy with what Levi and I have now and I also know that he is not rushing my answer.When I finished telling my story, Varly giggled while slapping Yans'
From here on the balcony, I can see the dark and bright sun. Every wind blows cold. I held Levi's hand as I leaned on his shoulder.We watch the sunrise. In front of us was a glass mini table, there was his coffee mixture and the cookies that Varly had baked."I hope, I hope it's always like this," I said softly and sighed heavily.I can feel him looking at me but I don't look at him. I can only see far away."I promise that every time the sun goes down we will see the sunrise"I looked at him in shock, I didn't think he would say that. I smile at him."Really?" I'm sure."Yup! every day, I will never get tired of watching the sun with you," I hugged him so tight.I'm very lucky, it's a great feeling to have someone who wants to be with you every time you want. I didn't think so because I didn't assume either.When I got out of his hug, I quickly kissed his cheek. I still saw the shock on his face but he just smiled.I took the mug from the small table and took a sip. I didn't let it