Ella's POV.In a blink of an eye my life was turned upside down. I found myself in a position where I have to have a deep look at myself, a self introspection about everything that has happened. To think about the way my life has turned out. To ask myself very hard questions and to make the decision to take the hard way, to give myself a chance I needed but mostly to forgive myself for all the things that I have done that might have led me to this point, that have made me the woman I am today. I didn't think that I would ever gather up enough courage to escape and actually get away with it. I knew that I couldn't think twice about it, that I had to take a chance. I just couldn't wait to be saved anymore, I had to do what I had to do and now here I am in a safe house and far away from my kidnappers. My only regret is that I couldn't take Gina with me. I wish I could have told her what I was planning but I didn't know where her loyalties lies. The shop owner is a kind woman, she didn'

Ella's POVI confronted Alexander about what I know, I was hoping that maybe there was a slight chance that he could redeem himself, that he could actually tell me the truth but no, he looked at me right in the eyes and lied to my face. He didn't even flinch. This means that he has gotten so good at lying that he has actually convinced himself that he was doing the right thing, in his sick and twisted mind he thinks that he is keeping me safe, he thinks that he is protecting me but he is not, not one bit. When I was back in that castle, I had a lot of time to myself, a lot of time think, to have some self introspection. I questioned a lot of things, not just about myself but a lot, about my family, and how my parents were able to keep up with their lifestyles. How they were able to buy me a million dollar car when I turned sixteen, or when they brought me a seven million dollars apartment in New York, how they had so much money. At first I didn't pay no mind to it. Now I realised tha

Ella's POVAlexander made it clear that he was never going to let me. I had to make a decision, a very hard decision and when I was done, I had to find the strength to see it through. The fact of the matter is that I love Alexander, I love him so much that I was even willing to forgive him for all the things that he has done to me, but then I had rethink things and ask myself questions that I had to. If I was willing to forgive him for all that he has done then what does that say about me?If I was willing to move on like nothing happened then what kind of a person would I have been? This means that I would be accepting the fact that my husband is a stone cold killer? That he is a thug in a suite. That means that I would be okay with the fact that I was going to be a wife to a mafia boss. First it was that the Arabian prince, who else will come for me to get to him? What about my children? How long till someone comes for them? I spoke to Amy, she came here to fetch my son after she l

Ella's POVI was looking at my son while he played in the beach with Marisa, the neighbour's daughter. They seem to have a strong relationship. The last few weeks have not been very easy for me but I have had to keep a brave face for my child. Here I am very far from home, but dragged my son away from everything he knows, a loving home with two children and I have nothing to offer him. Yes I have a lot of money but that is all I have because emotionally, I am a wrecks. I was angry at Alex, I still am. I took a drastic decision to move from my country, at the time I didn't know what tomorrow had in store for me, all that I cared about was getting very far away from Alexander. It has been a couple of weeks since I left and he hasn't been able to find me. I am surprised that he didn't find me. Even then I couldn't relax and stay put in one place because I know that it is only a matter of time until he finds me. which is why I am now cleaning the second getaway.since I have been here I

Ella's POVI feel like I am at the crossroads. I also feel like I am drowning in my own so nice and I don't know how long I can be able to keep up with this. I am getting bigger by the day and every time I look at my belly my eyes tear up. I didn't think that this would happen to me again. I am all alone and I am wondering if this is really the right thing for me to do for me and my children. I miss being back home and I even miss being in the bakery.I just have a lot of things on my mind and even though Julia has been a great neighbour and a wonderful friend I cannot sit here and pretend like I am not going through a lot. I have always planned my life out and this was not in the plan at all. I have had a lot of things to think about and I have had a lot to process the last few months have been hell for me and it doesn't look like things are going to get better anytime soon.I started my relationship with Chad I was perfect and then on his birthday that I planned a surprise party for