"No" I shouted, "Brody" I whined in upset. Brody was on the floor, Lennon and Charlie standing over him. I jumped off the bed to run to him, Lennon rushed to my side and held me back as Brody got up."Get off her" Brody yelled, Lennon lowered his head but didn't release me. "Mine. Get the fuck off what belongs to me" Brody screamed so loudly that both Lennon and Charlie cowered. But they stood their ground."Alpha calm down" Charlie said, putting his hands on Brody's chest to stop him."Don't look at her" Brody shouted hysterically, glancing at my naked body which Lennon still hand his arms around. "She is mine"."Alpha" Charlie continued calmly, "if you mate with her you could hurt her. She is in stage one of heat. If you mate with her it could damage her reproductive system. If you mate with her she may become infertile" he said slowly. I saw the words slowly sinking into Brody's mind. "If you mate with her she may not be able to give you any pups".Brody stood still as he looked at

Brody let out a growl before he threw me onto the bed. I yelped in sudden shock as he climbed on top of me and pinned me to the bed. His eyes were black; his wolf at bay. His body was pressed to mine and his face was almost touching mine. He was breathing hard."How dare you" he screamed loudly. "How dare you say you are worthless. You say you are worthless, well that's unfair on me. Because you are not worthless to me. You're worth everything to me. So you saying such horrible things about yourself is unfair to me. Because that makes me think you don't care what I feel. How do you expect me to love you if you won't let me love every part of you; your body, your mind and your soul?"I didn't reply, I simply looked at him as he breathed heavily. He looked at me for a few more minutes before he got up and helped me up. He took my hand and led me out the pack house and to his cars. He never looked me in the eye the entire drive.We pulled up at a restaurant ten uncomfortable minutes late

I moaned as his hand ran up my side slowly. When his hands began to wonder and explore my body, I pulled away."Brody" I breathed as I pulled away from him, my breath coming out fast. "We can't, I'm still in stage two heat" I told him, my wolf howling in protest. She wanted Brody to mate with me, I did too. But at some point I did want to have pups, and I wanted them with Brody."Do you trust me baby?" Brody asked, his breathing also laboured."Of course" I nodded and he smiled at me. Then he began kissing me again, his lips slow and gentle but dominant. I moaned again as he moved his kisses down to my neck, his teeth grazing the skin ever so slightly. He drew back from me slightly as he pushed my dress up, exposing my thighs and stomach.I helped him remove it as I pulled it over my head and chucked it across the room. After my shift, I hadn't put my underwear back on, so as soon as the dress was gone I was left naked. His lips returned to mine again, his kiss a lot faster and passio

I took a second to compose myself before I continued. "When I was younger I read a book about a male wolf whose mate almost died during childbirth. To save her life he cut his wrists and his mate's wrists, his shared his blood with her. She healed and survived. She acted the same around him, but her wolf didn't. Her wolf saw her mate as both the Alpha and a Luna, to her wolf he was her owner. Her wolf wouldn't let her do anything without his permission"."So when I found Mason dying of blood loss, I cut my own wrists and shared blood with him. I had no idea if it would work or not. But he began to heal and he lived. And even though Mason still acts the same around me, his wolf doesn't. His wolf thinks of me as both his Alpha and Luna. Have you ever seen Mason actually disrespect me? Or Question me" I asked him."No" Brody replied, shaking his head negatively."But what I didn't realise was that my actions had repercussions I didn't know about" I sighed, the pit of guilt in my stomach

When I woke, I felt someone stroking my head. I groaned and looked over to see Brody sat on a chair next to the bed, his hands running through my hair as he glared at the wall. "Brody?" I asked, he had a few cuts on his face; but nothing that wouldn't heal quickly.Brody finally realised I was awake and turned his attention to me. "Hey baby" he gave me a sad smile as he leant down and brushed his lips over my forehead."What's wrong? What happened?" I asked, sensing his stress and upset. I whipped my head around the room a few times, realising we were alone."We lost a few wolves, but we came out better" he sighed heavily, I could tell he was blaming himself for the deaths of the wolves in our pack. "I'm sorry" I whispered. He gave me a sad smile, before he feel into his glaring at the wall routine. "Brody" I whimpered, I hated seeing him so upset. He glanced at me as I pulled myself onto his lap. He pulled me close to him as he buried his head in my neck, he sighed heavily."It's no