Falling for my dad's surrogate のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

CADEN: It is December 10. Christmas is almost fifteen days away. I have developed the habit of not having excitement during any events of my life lately neither on my birthdays nor any anniversaries or the heavy and sophisticated business parties of my dad. None of them push my heart even a little bit. Whenever those days come in my life, I would like to deter them as far as possible. I don’t prefer staying at home and having a great time. And this event is more than just a catastrophe to me. “Caden! Where are you headed to?” My dad’s aggressive and wild voice echoes, all over his huge mansion. “I think you know it. I would love to skip the so-called joyous occasion of your life if you don't mind cause your delighted occasion is the most dreadful day of my life. I wouldn't care even if you mind at all," I say as I roll my eyes upwards.Bitterness and dissatisfaction are so much vivid on my face to convey to him that I am not elated with his decision, not even a little bit. It is o

***CADEN***She presses her lips making me feel numb all of a sudden. It’s not because I have never kissed a girl. I have an experience of kissing a lot of women in till today but only few had initiated to kiss me first. But no one was able to give me the current chills and a feeling, she is giving me right now.My whole body stiffens as her skin touches mine. Something electric starts to rush down my body giving me weird yet beautiful sensation. My body becomes uncommunicative and reactionless as her warm lips touch mine for some next seconds. She pulls her lips away from mine after few seconds.I abhor that she pulled away from me right now. I want her lips to be on mine.Always!I want her lips madly roaming around mine and I crave mine to do same to hers.“I…I’m sorry,” she says faintly. Her eyes staring down on the floor like she has committed such a huge crime. I disliked the way she said she was sorry for doing something that I wanted to do since the moment I met her. Why wou

***CADEN***“Caden! Caden is here!” I hear Caisey’s voice from the balcony of the house. She has such a sharp voice that I can hear it almost miles away from the house.Caisey isn’t our mom but sometimes I think she is the female version of our mom. Mom never spoke about her teenage and her youth ever in her life with us. From the day, I can remember, I remember she only smiled at us when she was alone with us. She would teach, sing rhymes and sometimes even dance in front of us but in front of dad, she never did that. Her expression would automatically change when dad was around.But from Thomas, I get to know how my mother was. She was lively. She was the most cheerful person and a young beautiful girl. My mother used to laugh, she used to joke and she would love to mess around with the farmers when she was young. When Thomas told me all of these, I thought for minutes if he was talking about my other or was he just talking about some other imaginary lady. But he ensured me it was h

***CADEN***“What do you mean by postponed?” I ask.“I heard his wife had a serious health hazards. So, the wedding was postponed to next day. I didn’t go in their wedding. Cohen was the one who attended the wedding,” she says.“You didn’t attend the wedding?” I get shocked.“Why would I? One of my brothers, was on detention and I knew that was for Mom. I surely lost her at the lower age than both of you. But I surely know what’s going on. I don’t want to see my siblings being crumbled,” she says.I know she is younger than both of us. But this time, she made me proud of her and also, I feel like I am stabbed from behind and broken into thousands of pieces right now.“Do you want to go somewhere else?” I ask her.“Can we go and visit mom’s favourite place right now? I just miss her a lot nowadays,” she says with her eyes full of tears.“Come here, baby girl,” I say as I pull her in warm hug. I feel sorry for her. She had to lose her mother in such a young age. I feel sorry for us. We

***ESTHER***I let out a heavy sigh as I stand in front of the entrance of the university. I look down at the recommendation letter on my hands provided by my previous university. I never wanted to face the changes in my life. I once, supposed that I had the perfect life and there is no need of changes in my life.But, I was wrong. Some changes are so much unexpected and inevitable in our lives. Same thing is going on with my life.I walk towards the chancellor’s office as guided by the signals. There is no problem in admission as Mr. Payne has already arranged everything for the transfer but the first thing that I realized after coming here is… I don’t like it here.I feel weird as if the atmosphere here, is going to hate me as much I hate to be over here. The air around here seems to unwelcome me.I visit his office and get my paper work done and get out from there. As I haven’t eaten anything since the morning, I think I should grab some food from cafeteria. I had the campus map wi