Lahat ng Kabanata ng My Boyfriend's Cousin: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

I was in the living room on the second floor. Sitting on the sofa while holding my hand anxiously.What's wrong with today? Why do I find so many bad luck?I press my head with my hands, and close my eyes so the image of Rhysand's bruised face fills my head.I've been here thirty minutes, waiting for them. Somehow I waited for one of them to meet me, I don't know. But at least I wanted to ask one of them the reason they were fighting.Is it because of me?Or something else?Or because of another woman?I sighed as the throbbing in my head that seemed like yesterday came back. I was about to lie down on this couch, but I heard footsteps. And I opened my eyes.I stood up when I found Jordan. He looked disorganized, there were bloodstains on his white t-shirt and his face was bruised. But the look in his eyes that landed on me was gentle and caring, just like the Jordan I'd seen."Jordan." I called him. I desperately held back the tears that threatened to come out. "Are you okay?" I drew

That doesn't make any sense.I narrowed my eyes at the chuckling Ronald."Bullshit.""Trust me, Amanda."It was complete bullshit because, if only what he said was true it would mean Jordan already knew what had happened to me and his cousin from Rhysand himself. And as I recall, during the time we met, which I realized was very rare, he never mentioned my closeness with Rhysand. Of course Ronald was wrong. Their frequent fights lately aren't just because of me. Rhysand already said it. There are other problems between them which are more important than me."Get out,Ron." I snorted harshly."I came here to invite you to lunch with me in the cafeteria."I rolled my eyes, "You've pissed me off so I reject it."Ronald laughed innocently."I already have an appointment anyway." I continued, and this time he was completely silent and then sighed."All right, then." He then stood up after waving cheerfully, which I ignored.I'm not lying. I already have an appointment to have lunch with Gab

The thing is, it's been three days.... Rhysand hasn't spoken to me at all.I don't know what happened after he last picked me up three days ago, he was silent. He even told me not to come to his penthouse to get everything ready in the morning. Of course he didn't say it directly to me, but through Ron.Yeah, well, it didn't bother me before.But right now it's affecting me. A little. About his emotional changes that are so fast. Did I make a mistake? Have I offended him?He also had not come to the office for two days. And I guess I was too confident to think that all the changes were because of me. He probably has a lot going on, and I'm not important enough to influence anything in him.Put yourself together, dammit. My mind screamed.Sighing in annoyance, I chose to block out my curiosity and annoyance because of him. I drown myself in this fucking job, and then go home early.There was a knock on the door a few minutes later. "Come in."The door opened, and revealed a man in a gr

The weight of his hand in mine made me tilt my head at the comfort. How it felt right, yet wrong. And how it presses something in my stomach. Makes me feel a strange sensation in my body. Thinking of all the strange things that always stay in my mind. That hand..I can't think about it. That's inappropriate.Jordan has betrayed me, not that I should throw myself at another man. What do I do it for anyway? Despite all the things inside of me screaming for Rhysand. That still can't happen. So I let go of my hand from his hand as we stopped at one of the balconies in the building's vast hall.He looks at me, and I fold my arms across my chest. Withstanding the cold wind, the remnants of the snowfall that had just stopped a few hours ago. Rhysand turned to me, frowning.I sighed softly, as I spoke, "What do you want to say?""You know, exactly, what I want to talk about."I turned my gaze to the garden below which was dotted with heavy snow. The buttery rays of the garden lights made it s

I returned on Sunday morning with Rafaella, who wanted to spend her time in New York until Monday, by plane. Actually, once in a while I want to feel the six hour drive by car but because of the snowstorm that hit several points of the state border road, then I don't think this is the right time.I knew that there was another motive behind Rafaella following me. Whatever it was I just hoped it wasn't about me and Jordan. Realizing that she totally didn't accept what Jordan had done to me made me a little scared that Rafaella would do something reckless to Jordan.Even though I knew Jordan was having an affair behind my back, I couldn't help but be aware of myself. With what I did behind his back as well with Rhysnad. I did not justify what he did to me and did not justify what I did to him, so I think about it last night I chose to finish everything by talking to Jordan and ending our relationship on good terms.There will be no more chance. Nothing else will be saved.I sighed hopefu