BAELAMy tongues were tied and I was speechless. I heard his question alright but I couldn't give an answer to him. Not that I couldn't form words with my tongue but I didn't know the right answer to give.I was bothered about how he viewed me of course, more than I was proud to admit but then I was also worried about my fragile heart. It had been broken and I was still trying to fix it. Admitting I cared deeply about his view of me was only going to put me in a precarious situation and I was scared he could further damage my heart if he failed to handle me with care."So what do you say? Are you bothered about how I view you?" He asked again, as we walked together at a slow pace."Yes, as my Alpha I am but as you...maybe not as much". I said.I couldn't believe I had just said that. That was not what I thought I would say. I wanted to say something like; 'yes, as my Alpha I am but even more so as you'. I looked away as I realized my mistake and what I had said...there was no taking

BAELAIt was still too early to sleep for the night as I got out of Beta Mark's tent. He was standing a few meters away from it, as he turned back to look at me."I heard some sound coming from inside of the tent, like you were having a conversation with someone"."Did I hear that right?" He asked, looking at me strangely."Yeah, I am sorry. I was only soliloquizing". I revealed."Soliloquizing? What about and why?" He inquired. He seemed interested in knowing.I chuckled nervously."When you are in my position...after all I have been through these past few months, you'll understand it is what keeps me sane". I said looking at him."I am sorry to hear that. Just keep it down next time". He added, dropping the matter finally.I was glad he did, as I smiled at him. I looked at where he was standing. They were supposed to be two but he was standing there all alone. Beta Oliver as I assumed while I was in the tent was not outside. He was nowhere to be seen. Where was he now?"It seems you

BAELAI couldn't wait for dawn to come as I sat up wrapped into a ball. It was still nighttime but I didn't feel like sleeping yet after the way and manner Beta Oliver had treated me. Beta Mark didn't help either, he did intercede or try to stop j from hurting me. He just watched him and did nothing.I was going to have both of them changed. I was going to report them to Alpha Abbadon as soon as he came back to the camp. I realized I made a big mistake not changing them.I listened to their conversation outside of the tent. Beta Oliver was on the verge of explaining to Beta Mark what the mystery was all about but I couldn't not hear anything. Not even whispers.It appears they had moved some distance away from the tent, preventing me from eavesdropping. Beta Oliver was surely going to be telling his lies I knew but it was comforting to think they were gone at least and with that in mind, I relaxed as I laid on the mat.I remembered my left hand was still probably soiled from Beta Oliv

BAELA"...But I want us to talk in private". I said, looking at him. I could see a smile creep in on his face as he looked at me."Okay then, come with me then, let's talk in my tent". Alpha Abbadon said."Okay". I replied cheerfully, as he waited on the spot for me to join him and then we walked together back to his tent.Alpha Abbadon usually would walk ahead of me to assert his dominance but recently we have been walking side by side and now it was no different. He even helped me open the cover of his tent for me to go in first before going in after me."Thank you!" I said appreciatively, as he held open the cover for me. I was his slave and an Omega afterall. He was being very courteous.He nodded his head in recognition of what I had said but didn't say anything further. I took my seat on the mat in his tent as he also joined me. We were now all alone in private once again."So tell me Baela, what's on your mind? What are these other things you wanted to see me for?" He asked. H

BAELAI walked outside the tent after a few minutes had passed for Alpha Abbadon to be gone with the Beta. He didn't want to be seen with me in a compromising situation. Oh, how I had also not wanted the same thing a feed days ago, when he held my hand in public. Now I wished us to be seen together badly, it will only affirm my belief that Alpha Abbadon had not just taken a liken to me but more importantly had started to fall in love with me.Alpha Abbadon was no where in sight when I stepped outside his tent. The camp was half filled now as everyone was engaged in doing one or two things before we had to pack and leave again. At first I was not sure what I wanted to do next but then I quickly remember how I had ended up in Alpha Abbadon's tent in the first place.I had come here to report Beta Oliver to him and now that was done I had to go back to my tent, actually Beta Mark's tent to be precise. My stuff was there, I had to pick up a fresh cloth and go have my bath in the stream.I