Timika 10 Years Ago“Mama, Mama…Look here!” I shout out, in excitement!I am running toward my mother who is swaying on the big swing in our garden. My dad is only a few steps behind me, chuckling away.“What is it sweetie?” Mommy beams at me. The way the sunrays are shining through the branches of the big old oak tree, are making her crystal green eyes sparkle. She has such a softness to her, making her look like an angel.“Daddy got me my own guitar!”I have never been this happy! This has to be the best birthday present ever! I have never wanted anything more in my young 11year old life!“Thank you, Mama! Thank you, Papa!”My parents share a look and envelop me in a loving hug. This moment here… my mother’s soft honey blonde hair touching my face, her scent of roses. My dad’s strong arms around us. His dark stubble brushing against my little shoulder. His scent of musk and freshly wet soil. I feel so loved and safe right h

Timika “Drew looks at me; I fake a smile, so he won’t see…” I sing along, listening to Taylor Swift on my earphones. I’m up early, making breakfast in bed for my parents. Daddy will be leaving in a few hours for a very important Alpha meeting in another State. I’m making omelettes with bacon, spinach, feta, and mushrooms and of course lots of cheese. I love baking and cooking and our head Chef, Harry, is always patient teaching me a few things, every now and then. Oh, here comes the chorus!!! I feel my excitement burning up! This is my jam! “He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitarThe only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star” I belt out in my best version! I give it my all and don’t really care who is still sleeping. I hope this is a nice way for the rest of the house to wake up. I give a little snort. “Hold up!” I’m startled while I’m sprinkling some paprika on the edges of the plate and over the omelett

Timika I open my eyes. I realise how far I have come since that day! For so long, I have wished I could just go home, go back to the life I had. But that life did not exist anymore. There would be no one. For long I had no idea where I fit in now. Would I just disintegrate into nothingness… just lose any purpose of life, my wolf side, would I even have a future? For the first time I feel like the anger has left me a little. Maybe it was finally crying, giving way to my emotions, or maybe it was the wish I just made. Either way, I feel like I can finally breathe again. In time Auntie Lilura and Uncle Garren made me realise there would still be more. I was not born simply to live on the run my whole life. Moon goddess had a destiny for me. And right now, I finally feel that maybe, just maybe one day I would have my life back. I get up and make my way back to the little cottage. I have been living here with Uncle Garren and Auntie Lil for the past 8months. We will be moving agai

Alpha Arkham (2 Years Later) I open my eyes to the soft sunlight of the early morning, dancing across my face. It’s warm, yet gentle. I close my eyes again. I swear it almost feels like soft kisses. I groan in annoyance; I don’t even want to get up! If only I could go back to my dream I just woke from. To smell her, hear her voice, and see those gorgeous eyes. I could stay in that moment forever! Goddess, I wonder how it will feel to wake up to her soft kisses. Just imagining it has my dick throbbing. Fuck I can’t wait! I have not been with a girl in 5 years. It takes a lot of self-control, and I am proud so say I have been saving myself for my mate, even though before I have been intimate with women, I have changed my ways. There are constantly she-wolves, and even human girls throwing themselves at me, it’s nothing new. But I will never mess with any of my own pack members. That has always been my nr.1 rule! That will be disrespecting my future Luna! Even though there are

Timika (Same timeframe) Two weeks ago “Come on Sweetheart, it’s nearly time.” Auntie Lil whispers to me. I take her hand, and she leads me into the forest. I look up at the full moon and my heartrate picks up. Goddess, I’m scared! She walks slower. “Are you okay?” she asks with concern, in a hushed tone. I look up into her lilac eyes that are always so soft and full of emotion. For a second, I remember Xander, and my heart squeezes at the thought of how much I miss him. Aunty Lil and Uncle Garren have given up so much for me over the past seven years. They have loved me like their own, while I had gone through such a hard time. Sometimes being difficult to handle, maybe even hard to like or love. Yet, they just kept being there for me, loving me and protecting me. The night of my 16th birthday I shifted for the first time. It was the most painful, yet beautiful and self-rewarding transition I had ever experienced! Gaining my wolf had changed me. Morganite was the missing p