All Chapters of I will never be yours : Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

Selena pov Emma takes a sip of her coffee before she answers my question. ” I don't blame my love for finding his mate and the bond pulling him away from me. I just wished he could have been in our daughter's life. Things would have been different if he was still in our life somehow. But then I wouldn’t have met you and had this amazing life we have now. When it comes to the rapes I blocked my mind out from what was happening to my body. They could take my body but not me, no one could touch me. My body carries the scars of what happened both the rapes and the fights. When I se the big scars on my face I am reminded of where I came from and what I have endured it makes me stronger. I remember all the love I have felt before in the arms of men and I know not all of them are bad. There is only one thing I am scared of” ” What is it?” I have a hard time believing there could be anything that she could be scared of after everything she have to endure ” Finding my mate,” she says and t

Selena pov Getting up to my room I start by pulling out some work clothes and underwear. That’s when I get a message on my phone. It’s from Elijah. ” heard you were going to travel! It will be fun” ” I hope you are right! Have never done this before ” I answer back ” It only means the owners trust in you! And I know you will do great” I get a warm feeling in my body from his words. ” Thank you, don’t know what I ever can do to repay you for everything you have done for me” ” I know I thing or two you could do” I get as a reply and feel how my hands start to sweat. OOh no! I seriously didn’t walk in that trap myself. I practically gave him that opportunity and now I have no idea what to answer him. ” speechless? I would like to hear you moan instead” Now my cheeks start to burn and at that right moment, Emma decides to walk into my room. ” Hey what are you up to?” She walks over and snatches my phone from me. ” Stop it, Emma, don’t answer anything I will regret" She just

kian povThe moment Cannon called and told me the plan had worked, she was on the plain and he had knocked her out with the drug I had a hard time containing my wolf. We both wanted to meet her again.It took several hours before they got here.When they landed at the first airport the private plane stood ready to bring them here.When they finally arrived she was still unconscious, she looked so small and fragile when Cannon carried her. When I took her in my arms I felt how sparks rushed through my whole body. I bury my nose in her neck, inhaling her intoxic scent.I could devour her on the spot.Since we didn’t know how she would react when she woke up and the fact she is a white wolf I decided to put her in the cellar.Cannon and Declan strongly protested against it, but I only planned on keeping her there until she would woke up.When I walked into the cellar this morning I instantly felt the change, she was awake but I still couldn’t reach her wolf. Finding it strange!When she

Selena pov I have been alone for a couple of hours and my wolf still isn’t up. This is taking too long! if I just could get out of the cell for a little while she would wake up I am sure of it. If I just could reject him and get this mate thing over with, but I know he will never accept it and I would only be revealing my name and that I am an Alpha of my pack. It would do no good! I close my eyes and sigh. The door on top of the stairs opens and I hear several people walking down, taking a sniff in the air I know it's my mate and the beta and I guess his gamma too. ” What brings me the pleasure of all these high-rank wolves coming down to me, wanna try and have a chat with me again” I mock him. Only for his men to push back a laughter. ” Will you behave?” Kian ask me ” like you did before?” I sarcastically say. I get a warning growl from Kian "This is your last chance! I will take you up so you can have a shower. Will you behave” He ask me again, if I could I would leave the se

Selena povIt was so cold in the cell, If I only could have shifted then we could have been there without any problem.When Kian came down and picked me up in his bare chest I knew he had done it on purpose. But I was too cold to fight against him. Just needed to get warm I snuggled in his warm chest and let him carry me wherever he planned to. When he laid me down on his bed I felt the warmth coming from the fireplace, I tried to wiggle away from him.I don’t want to be this close to him, I just need to get warm again.”Relax,” he says and I feel how he let his alpha command wash over me, at first I try to fight it but I am too cold. I have no other choice but to do as he says. He pulls me closer and I inhail his scent. My body relaxes and I feel so calm and tired. Like I haven’t slept in ages.Letting sleep take over, for now, I will get my energy back soon.Waking up the next morning I find myself alone in his bed, the spot next to me is cold. He must have been gone a while, but ho