Alle Kapitel von Alpha and Omega: Kapitel 11 – Kapitel 20

"You begged me to find a way to break the bond. I did, but with the way that you are acting, it doesn't seem like you want out".I do, but I got in this manner. My eyes flicker from the knife Sia was offering me, to her unconscious body. I couldn't do what he w as asking me to do. Her life isn't worth my freedom."I can't kill my mate Sia.", I said finally, letting my arms drop at my sides. "There has to be another way"."This is the only way!", he yelled in frustration, grabbing my shoulders. "Kill her Crinka, it's not too hard not with the amount of people you have killed in a lifetime. Kill her and be free".It was hard. If Sarah died by my own hands, a part of me would die with her."Why does my mate have to die for the bond to be broken? Why can't yours be sacrificed for the bond?"."It was your word against mine Crinka,. Bonding with me disturbed you greatly and it didn't bother me. It's only fair that the sacrifice comes from your part. Here, take this, kill her and be free."

I have been avoiding Sia for what seems like weeks now, It's not an easy task but I have been doing great so far. I shut him out every time he tries to talk to me. My back is sore, and Anita's clothes are of no help, They are very tight and hugging my curves more than I would have liked can feel his eyes on me every now on them and it makes me uneasy. "So how long are you going to keep up with this silent treatment?"Until you are ready to apologize. Each time I look at him, I feared that my feelings for him would override my decision and I would go back to square one. I want answers to certain questions and there's no way that's possible now that I am seeing him in a different light.The kiss we shared three days ago was evidence that the Honda was tugging at our heartstrings and bringing us closer. I'm not sure Sia is affected, but he has to since he was the one who initiated it. Somehow, some day I would have to talk to him even if it is to thank him for healing me although he was

I woke up naked and entangled in Sia's arms. I blink furiously as I try to recall what happened after we left Ruarc's party. Unfortunately, it's only blank spaces that I need to fill up. Sia is fully clothed, pressing me to him. If he was clothed, why was I naked?​Myriad of thoughts run through my mind but I came up with nothing. I try to disentangle myself but Sia refuses, his face in my cleavage. I suck in a sharp breath. Ruarc had warned me not to get intimate with Sia, yet I fall asleep naked in his arms, with no remembrance of how I end up with Sia. If Sia was just as naked, it would be confirmed that we had sex. I lie there awake, waiting for him to wake up. I hope he remembers because I don't.​"What are you thinking about?", he whispers in my chest, tickling my breasts with his breath. ​"Last night".​He chuckles. "Last night was lovely".​Lovely. What made it lovely?​"Really? What happened last night?".​He props himself up on the bed, elbows supporting his chin. H

"Don't answer it", I beg him."I have to", he says pulling away from me. I mourn at the loss of contact. I sit back against the headboard.The phone rings again and I want to destroy that stupid device. How did I not notice the phone earlier? Whose phone is it? Probably Sia's. He answers the call but he doesn't put it on loud speaker like I wanted him to."Hello? Who is this?".I initially wonder who is on the other side of the call. Could it be Anita? Sia's eyes flicker to me. My curiosity increased. Who is he talking to? His jaw clenched and his face hardened. Whoever he was talking to had made him angry."No. I won't let you talk to her".Was it Lyles? Could he be asking after me? Hope swelled within me. Maybe there's a chance I can leave this place for good."Stop trying to blackmail me with Anita. She won't listen to you".It's certainly not Anita and neither is it Lyles, My heart raced. Could it be Ruarc? Blackmail? Why would Ruarc want to blackmail Sia? That too with Anita".

"Who the fuck is knocking so early in the morning?".Someone that knows about the cabin. Probably Sia's neighbours, if he has any. Why do we always get interrupted when we're intimate? Sia puts me down, running a hand through his wet locks, upset and annoyed."Can't you sniff out their scent?"."Whoever it is, masked their scent".Could it be an enemy? Or intruder?"Well aren't you going to answer it?"."I don't want to. I just want to spend my time with you"."As sappy as that sounds, we need to know who is at the door"."I'm only doing this because you asked me to. Not because I'm curious or anything"."Whatever. Just go and find out who's disturbing our peace and quiet this early morning".He goes, after packing my lips. What was taking Sia so long to open the door?"Sia, I missed you".I froze. I know that voice all too well. Why is she here and could she possibly want? Had Sia called her here? Was this some kind of set up? Did he pretend he didn't know who was at the door, becaus