After picking Lalani up and carried her out of the council meeting I could feel all the energy drain from her body as slept overtook her I knew this was going to be hard on her with her powers just not like this. She was so light in my arms and I couldn't help myself leaning over and taking in her scent she was so intoxicating and I couldn't wait to get home and mark and mate her after getting into the SUV I could see the relief on everyone's face as we got ready to head out we all knew what would happen if this didn't go as planned and I'm so glad that it did I couldn't imagine anything happening to Lalani after I just barely got her and she accepted me. Now just to figure out how this is going to work I definitely need to talk to Angelino after loading into the car I decided that we should have this conversation while Lalani is sleeping after placing her on the seat between me and Angelino while Angelino dad sat in the back with us while my dad drove while Lalani's dad was in the p

It's been a few days since Angelino and Angel showed me the red room. I know we need to be marked and mated soon, with the Luna ceremony approaching fast, but I am terrified. I know Angel is experienced, and Angelino is not both of us still being virgins, but that isn't the problem. The problem is that I still don't know whether or not to have them both at the same time or separately. Everyone says at the same time it is easier because they can mark me at the same time. I want it to be fast, but I also want to enjoy it. Everyone says there is nothing like being with your mate for the first time and getting marked that's supposed to be magical, but I've also heard that it's painful and can make you extremely tired after getting marked. I don’t know what to do, the boys have been very patient with me making my decision, but I can tell they are getting worried due to the fact I have shown them what would happen if we don’t do it soon. I need some input from the outside. I wonder if my gr