Meeting Athena

It's been a few days since Angelino and Angel showed me the red room. I know we need to be marked and mated soon, with the Luna ceremony approaching fast, but I am terrified. I know Angel is experienced, and Angelino is not both of us still being virgins, but that isn't the problem. The problem is that I still don't know whether or not to have them both at the same time or separately. Everyone says at the same time it is easier because they can mark me at the same time. I want it to be fast, but I also want to enjoy it. Everyone says there is nothing like being with your mate for the first time and getting marked that's supposed to be magical, but I've also heard that it's painful and can make you extremely tired after getting marked. I don’t know what to do, the boys have been very patient with me making my decision, but I can tell they are getting worried due to the fact I have shown them what would happen if we don’t do it soon. I need some input from the outside. I wonder if my gr