ILLICIT AFFAIRS のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

LISAI swallowed as the man entered the cafe and I nearly ducked to hide myself before it dawned on me how ridiculous that would have been.Why was I hiding? I mean, why would I hide? It's not like I did anything wrong. And he probably doesn't even know, he probably wouldn't recognize me even though I've spent every few minutes of my adult life reading about his achievements and accolades.But come to think about it, he might actually just know me. His relationship was Axel was well known all over the underground and if there was someone Axel would have asked to dig up on me the first time he met me, it'd have been him so maybe he actually knows me.The guy I was almost fidgeting about didn't even as much glance in our direction, he walked over to the counter to place his orders and he busied himself with pressing his phone while they get his orders ready. “Is he someone you know?” Tricia’s voice jolted me out of my reverie and I jerked back to look at her. She was looking at me, ey

LISAI followed Tana to this party because of just one thing.To get as distracted as possible. I came here to dance away and rid myself of all thoughts of Axel because these past few days, all I've been doing was thinking about him. We've spent a couple of days working on the third part of our assignment and it had taken all my willpower not to give in to the fire burning between us. And he wasn't making it easy, not when he keeps making innuendos about that one time we slept together, throwing my reactions and how fast I came multiple times to my face. I couldn’t even step up to the challenge because stepping up would mean combusting and combusting would mean sleeping together.I don't want to sleep with him ever again. I want to sleep with him again. Badly. And before I did something stupid like stepping up to his challenge when I knew there was only one outcome, I was here to get laid by another guy because they seemed like the only way I could purge myself of this madness.And

AXELThere were thousands of perks to moments of insanity.Sleeping with Lisa once was one of them.Sleeping with her again was another perk.Wanting to sleep with her, again and again, was the greatest perk.I thought fucking her once was going to rid me of my irrational obsession with her but I was so wrong, so so wrong, I wanted her more than ever. I wanted her every night and I wanted to fuck her in all holes. God! I was so fucking obsessed with her. I've always prided myself on being a very rational person but when it comes to Lisa, all my rationale would fly out of the window and I'd be left with only one insatiable need. To bury myself deep inside her. To make her scream and beg.To have her shatter beneath me.Fuck! I was so fucking hard again for the fucking 10th time today and it was barely evening.Geez. What has Lisa done to me?"Are you even listening at all?" my stepbrother, Roman's voice cut through my reverie and his stiff, bored voice deflated my boner.Yeah, Roman

LISAWas it a very risky and impulsive decision to get into this kind of deal with Axel? Yes, of course, it was.It has to be the most reckless and impulsive thing I've ever done. I knew I wasn't supposed to get into a plan like that with Axel but I couldn't help it, not like I was so addicted to his body and how he makes my body tremble.It was just sex, just physical attraction and as he said, the only logical way out of our situation was to fuck it out of our systems. As long as we're being careful and we don't get caught, then we should be good.And I was well protected from falling in love with him, the idea of falling in love with him was even so ridiculous as it was inconceivable so that was already out of the equation.“Hi,” a masculine voice interrupted me and I looked up from my phone to see a cute-looking nerd boy with huge glasses smiling at me. I've seen him around in class a couple of times but we've never even had a conversation so I wonder why he was here smiling at me

LISAI was still feeling the after-effects of the mind-blowing round of sex I had with Axel. After we both gathered our breaths, he helped me clean up and to dress up, and while at it, we had to resist giving in to the temptation that our bodies were craving and have another round of sex. He offered to drop me off in front of my hostel and while I desperately wanted to turn his offer down, accepting it was the most logical thing to do. It was already late and besides, it was just to drop me off in front of my hostel."You don't have to look so dead," he said the second I fixed the seat belt, "if riding with me makes you look that dead, you might as well get down."What the hell?I glared at him before turning to turn the door knob. He drove off immediately, rendering me incapable of getting down."You know, you might as well stop the car if you don't want me to ride with you.""It's not about me, it's about you, you look so fucking uncomfortable as if I'm going to smolder you to deat