I didn't know why I was so angry after leaving the mall. Well I wouldn't blame myself because it brought a whole lot of memories that I just didn't want to think about no matter what and thinking about them gave me the stupid feeling that I had been trying to resist for so long .What did this girl just do to me?I had never gone extra miles for anyone the way I was going for this girl and from the look of things it seems like she has a lot on me ,more than I can even imagine or even control .Am I in love with her?so many thoughts ran through my head as I tried not best to process all that was happening .I knew that I could never fall for any other woman apart from my ex wife but still I don't get what's going on ,am I supposed to love her more than I did love myself .I just paid millions of dollars just for her to shop and have her own space, something I knew that I would never do for any other woman ."Guide your heart well my friend because it seems like the both of you a

Days turned into weeks and I had spent the past few weeks of my life moping over what that retard said to me.“Did I just call him a restart,, am very sure that I never meant it but his words to me the last time were something that I just couldn't take for granted no matter what it was.I felt pained by what he says to me and I also hated the fact that he had to say it to my face that he could read me all through ,than man was literally a torn in my flesh at this point .I hadn’t left this room since that day .That son of a bitch is just annoying the hell out of me and if he keeps doing it then I think that am going to lose it over him , he needs to get a grip on himself when his talking to be , he should always remember that am his wife ahd no matter what he does or how angry he might be I would still be his wife and I don’t even plan on ending it anytime soon and since he had decided to end it without telling me then he had to do all of that some because am not doing that shot wi

The ride back to the mansion was the most quite one that I could ever imagine .I actually found it so hard to believe that I said such hurtful words to him and when I did , I never he hesitate to say it to his face and I knew the reasons why I did that , all the time when I was talking about there was just one person stuck on my head all along and I wished that it didn’t have to be him but there was nothing that I could do, it had always been him all along .“ Do you hate him that much that you had to say that to his face , for goodness sake you could see how hurt he looked but you never bothered to look back or even at least stay with him and make him happy ““It seems like you are forgetting that he is still your friend no matter how it turns out ““I do not want you running the beautiful friendship that you both had , that’s the last thing I would ever do “I actually do not see any reason why it should be that way .I turned to Bella , I didn’t know why I was so mad at her f

For the past hour , I walked along the road with so many people giving me that weird look .If I was in their positions , I would have also given them that look .Just some days ago , I had been in the news that her new husband had taken her to shopping and even had the mall closed so that no one could disturb her shopping but right here I was thinking about what I am going to and when I was going to get home because the one person that I think really cared and loved never loved me as I thought and had the guts to drop me off on the road .The fact that she even called me a bitch pained me to my soul , it only showed me how bitter she had been towards me all this while but had just been trying to hide it in her heart .I hated her to the core and I am not going to deny that fact but what could I do? There was absolutely nothing that I could do at this point but to mourn my lost friendship that I knew had already been lost .I didn’t need anyone to tell me that she never lov

When we stopped at the dentals restaurant , I couldn’t help but smile at how beautiful it was .I actually wanted us to get here earlier because sitting in the car with this man all this while made me wonder if I was literally doing the right thing .I knew that whatever we both had was just because of the papers that we both signed and for nothing in this world , I didn’t want to get too attracted to him .Right now , I have no friends and I was just alone so that is the only reason why I decided to stay with this man. If not I would have been on my way earlier . Fred came out of the car the moment that he had stopped and he rushed to the other side of the car and opened the door for me with a big smile on his face .I knew that I had never seen him this happy in a while but it is a good thing that I am the source of his joy and if I stood a chance to make him happy all his life that’s exactly what I am going to do and I do not care how much it would have taken to do it , I j