I think it's so pathetic that certain people just refused to sympathise with others. Like those negative, narrow minded individuals who found everything to be about them and their own opinions and rights. They were the worst. How can someone not feel bad when yelling at someone else for something that isn't that big of a deal? Or cursing at them for something's that could be solved rationally?It made no sense.Jason felt superior when in control which I already was aware of and I didn't have any plans on changing however, I went in to his room with the intention of clearing things up with him, not causing more grief for myself.He was narrow minded and controlling and I found myself still wanting things to be okay. I hated the thought of him thinking badly of me, or not wanting to ever speak to me. I hated that he treated me like every other person he came across, as he treated everyone as if they were his biggest enemies. It wasn't fair.He acted on his anger for sure and that ended

"You kissed?!" Zak, Sally, Aria and Ana all said in the weirdest sync ever."Shh!" I hushed them as they literally were yelling and hyperventilating as soon as I told them causing a scene. I really didn't want anyone knowing about this apart from them."Don't you shh us! This is great! This is fantastic! So he's your boyfriend now right?" Sally exclaimed in excitement.I shook my head "No! Don't eat too excited guys, it was just a kiss," I paused and they all gave me this look of annoyance "I... please don't make this obvious. I don't want anyone knowing about this. Anyone" I told them in warning making them look at me in confusion."Dating one of the hottest and nicest guys in our schools also known as a football player is definitely something you shouldn't be embarrassed of people knowing about you know" Zak informed as they all nodded.I shook my head face palming myself "It's not that..." I sighed looking over to the right where I saw Brandon and Kyle walk past us, too indulged in

I was in a state of confusion and anger. My mind was fabricated with the idea of Bella even slightly enjoying Austin's company and it baffled me because he was the last person that I wanted Bella to be seen with let out alone be around.He was the reason why we were here in this shit hole of a school.As I watched her face light up, laughing at whatever shitty joke he said, I came to the realisation that she truly fucked with him and didn't know the half of it.I heard they had been on a date, a pussy little date to the fucking movies like they're 12 year olds.Was it really my responsibility to tell her to stay away from him? Was she really my responsibility at all?Fuck no.But I fucking made her my responsibility by watching her every move, thinking about her every second, but the worst part of it all was despite all the messed up fucking feelings I had going on, I still fucking hated her."They're hella close. Clearly no one has told her that he's shady as fuck." Za said as he not

I followed Jason as he opened the door to his house, surprisingly stepping aside and allowing me to go in first. But the same angered look on my face stopped me from thinking that was a gesture of kindness.I stepped in as he closed the door behind him and almost seconds later Ryan appeared out of the living room."Hey Bella, I'm glad Jason got you here in one peace" He joked, I had to awkwardly smile because I was too scared that Jason would kill me for laughing aloud."Get her out of here before 5:40, got it?" Jason spoke up. I wondered why I had to be out of the house by a specific time when normally we would work till however long we pleased."Why? She can stay however long she wants" Ryan chuckled, clearly confused as to why I had to leave at that time.Jason squinted his eyes at him, something he commonly did when he was confused/annoyed at how someone could possibly speak back to him."Oh... he's coming today?" Somehow Ryan knew what was going on just by Jason giving him a look

I took a chance and was left knowing this was right.I was aware of who he was. I was aware what he was apart of. And finally, I was aware that he was The Jason McCann.And yet I still wanted nothing more but to feel his lips again.Why? Because they felt like heaven against my skin. Perfect for me. They felt like they had been crafted for myself to enjoy and take full advantage of and the minute our lips parted the sense of emptiness filled my body and I hated the feeling.Why was I allowing myself to fall for someone so toxic, most people would think twice just to look at him due to patronising fear. But that fear that I once had was long gone. The fear of the unknown, wondering what he may tell at me for next, or when he may threaten me next. That fear was gone. Now I felt nothing but safety when being in his presence and that was all due to his actions last night.The way he confessed his true feelings, showed his true emotion, and for me? A random girl he's known for less then a