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CHAP 11

I almost stumbled on the floor when, with full force, Zachary shoved me inside his unit. His eyes were dark and screaming danger. He rushed up to me and recklessly slammed me against the wall. My back ached along with my shoulders as he gripped them tightly, but I didn't really care for it."What the fvck are you doing, Atasha?" he said emphatically.I merely made a silly grin at him. "Saving myself?" I uttered. "Come on, Zachary. Nahuli na tayong dalawa, alangan namang ipahamak ko ang sarili ko, 'di ba?""Don't fool me, Atasha. The first time we did it, there were only the two of us in my condo."Nakagat ko ang ibaba kong labi dahil mas humigpit ang pagkakahawak niya sa akin, galit na galit."You know how hard I worked to earn my name and how much effort I put into my profession. How fvcking dare you ruin me?" his teeth were gritting as he said those lines.Hindi ko naiwasan na tumawa. Sinalubong ko ang mga mata niya at walang emosyon siyang tiningnan. Bahagya ko pang tinagilid ang u

CHAP 12

The white ceiling welcomed me the moment I opened my eyes. I can also smell the chemicals that surround the room. I am in the hospital, I'm sure of that.Marahan kong inilibot ang aking paningin. Walang tao bukod sa akin. Napakunot ang noo ko nang mapansin ang s'werong nakaturok sa aking pupulsuhan.Kailangan ba ito? Napabuntonghininga na lamang ako at napatitig muli sa kisame. Normal na ito sa akin; ang atakihin sa tuwing nakakakita ako ng dugo. Nagsimula ang lahat noong nakunan ako. Maski ang buwanang dalaw ko ay hindi ko matagalan. May cases na hindi naman ako inaatake, iyon ay kapag clouded ang isip ko sa ibang bagay.Yes, it fvcking traumatized me.Natuon ang atensyon ko sa pintuan nang lumagitnit iyon. Unti-unti ay lumitaw ang bulto ni Zachary. Seryoso ang kaniyang mukha habang nakatingin sa akin. Agaw pansin ang nakadikit na band aid sa kaniyang ibabang pisngi. Nakasuot siya ng white coat habang may nakasabit naman na stethoscope sa kaniyang leeg. Mayroon din siyang bitbit na

CHAP 13

I cracked a small smile as I placed the cake, teddy bear, and flower on the grave in front of me. I haven't been here in two years. Despite the passage of time, the hurt and remorse were still deeply embedded in my heart."Hi," I greeted weakly and caressed the marble tombstone where my baby's name was engraved.Angele Dei . . ."I'm sorry, anak. Natagalan si Mommy sa pagbalik." I let out a genuine smile. "How are you, baby? Are you playing well with the other kids? I hope you're always happy."Sinimulan kong buksan ang kahon ng dala kong cake at inilabas. Itinusok ko ang maliit na kandila sa ibabaw niyon at saka sinindihan. After that, I stared back at my baby again."Happy birthday to you. H-Happy birthday to you . . ." I paused when my voice started trembling. "Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you."My due date was supposed to be April 26, 2021. The happiest day of my life would have been that one. But that opportunity was stolen from me."Happy birthday, baby. I l

CHAP 14

"They are getting married," Aireen lazily dropped the news to me.I put down the sketches I was making for my clothing line's next designs and just stared at the laptop's display. I gave my friend a long, hard look before laughing incoherently. Unable to believe what she had just told me, I couldn't help but shake my head."So, what's your plan? Are you going to . . . let them have their happily ever after?" She cringed at her own words.Inirapan ko lang naman siya saka umayos ng upo. "Ang tibay rin talaga ng sikmura nila, ah? After what they did to me?" Napatiim-bagang ako at huminga nang malalim."Ano pa ba'ng inaasahan mo sa kanila? Tutubuan ng hiya sa katawan?" She rolled her eyes, too.Hindi naman ako agad umimik. Pinagkrus ko ang aking mga braso at sumandal sa swivel chair na inuupuan ko. Nag-iisip."I'm going to ruin it," wala sa sarili kong anas at saka seryosong sinilip si Aireen.Her lips automatically grinned. "How?" she asked curiously; the excitement in her tone didn't es

CHAP 15

My eyes didn't leave his. Later, the edge of my lips lifted. I even cocked my head to the side to let him know that he was absolutely idiotic."Dream on, Zachary," I spat.Kung iniisip niya na matatakot o kakabahan ako sa kaniya, nagkakamali siya. Matagal nang nawala ang takot ko mula nang patayin nila ang anak ko. I would even be willing to drag myself to hell at this very moment just to strike a deal with evil.Gano'n ko sila kinamumuhian. Gano'n ko siya pinandidirihan.Mabilis na umigting ang panga niya. "You are bearing my child," he reminded me."Let me rephrase it, professor," I said mockingly. "You're just a donor, a sperm donor to be exact."Halos pumutok ang mga ugat niya sa leeg dahil sa galit."Matres ko, desisyon ko. Put that in your mindless shithole, Zachary." I turned my back against him.Muli sana akong papasok sa kotse ko nang pigilan na naman niya ako. Ramdam ko ang gigil niya sa pupulsuhan ko. Halos hindi na nakalma ang nakaigting niyang panga habang nakaharap sa ak

CHAP 16

"Impressive." I chuckled dryly. "As far as I know, Zachary, I am doing all of this shit because of the things you did to me.""Is it your ego talking? Hindi mo matanggap na ikakasal ako sa kapatid mo?" he said mockingly. "You even stoop this low to ruin us?" Disgust was evident on his face. Wala sa sarili akong napatitig sa kaniya. Hindi ko akalain na talagang ibang tao ang nakarelasyon ko noon. He used to be compassionate and thoughtful in his speech, but it turned out he was the opposite of all that.How dare he say that in front of me?Bago pa man bumagsak ang namumuo kong luha ay tinalikuran ko siya. Pakiramdam ko ay sasabog ako sa galit at sama ng loob. May parte sa puso ko na nasasaktan, hindi para sa sarili ko kundi sa nawala kong anak. Hindi ko matanggap na para bang ipinararating niya na napakababaw ng rason ko para gumanti sa kaniya—sa kanila—dahil lang sa pinatay nila ang anak ko. Nanginginig kong nilakad ang daan palabas ng bahay. Tila bigla akong naubusan ng lakas sa ha

CHAP 17

Sa lahat ng mga plano ko, wala roon ang kumain kasabay ang taong kinamumuhian ko. Kaya naman kahit ilang beses kong lunukin ang pagkaing isinusubo ko, pakiramdam ko ay hindi iyon umaabot sa tiyan ko. On the contrary, I felt like I was going to puke seeing Zachary talk and smile with Nanay Victoria. "Kumusta naman ang trabaho mo, hijo? Nakakapahinga ka pa ba? Eh, baka naman mamaya nakakalimutan mo ng kumain, ha? Naku! Masama sa katawan ang pagpapalipas ng gutom," ani ng ginang. I stopped chewing when I heard that. I simply peeked at Zachary from my side, and from a happy face, it turned serious for a moment. Maybe if we weren't facing Nanay Victoria, I would have smirked at the old woman's question. Isang tipid na ngiti ang pinakawalan niya. "Naka-leave po ako ngayon, Nay," tugon niya, naramdaman ko ang paglipat ng kaniyang paningin sa akin. "Aasikasuhin ko muna po ang asawa ko." Hindi ko na napigilan ang mapangiwi. Ang galing niya talagang magsinungaling at magpaikot ng tao. Expert

CHAP 18

Zachary was nowhere to be found when I woke up. I knew he wouldn't stay with me every day, but I didn't think that I wouldn't see his face the next morning either. Anyway, I'm just thankful for that. Saglit akong nag-inat at natagilan nang makita ang kuting na pumapasok sa loob ng isa sa mga paper bag na nakalagay sa sahig. Kumunot ang noo ko. Pamilyar sa akin ang tatak ng bawat isa kaya naman alam kong mga damit, under wear, at kung ano pang personal na gamit ang laman ng mga iyon. Napalingon ako sa night stand nang may mag-vibrate roon at nakita ang isang smart phone. Agad ko naman iyong kinuha at pinindot ang message notification na nakabungad sa screen. You can use this phone temporarily. Message me if you need anything else, and please drink your milk. Isang irap ang pinakawalan ko at isinara ang thread ng mensahe ni Zachary. Itinipa ko ang numero ni Aireen at tinawagan habang isa-isang tinitingnan ang laman ng mga paper bag, naghahanap ng pupwedeng suotin ngayong araw. Wala pa

CHAP 19

Hindi ko na masundan ang mga nangyayari. Mabilis na inasikaso ng veterinarian si Angel nang dumating kami. May mga itinanong siya sa akin na hindi ko na rin alam kung paano ko nagawang sagutin. I was lost. Nakatuon lang ang atensyon ko kay Angel habang chine-check siya ng mga nakapaligid sa kaniya.Ramdam ko ang mga luha ko na walang tigil sa pagtulo. Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko at nananakit na rin ang dibdib ko sa lakas ng kabog niyon. Kung hindi nakaalalay si Zachary sa gilid ko ay baka kanina pa akong bumagsak sa sahig."Everything will be okay."I don't know how many times he has whispered that. As much as I wanted to believe, I couldn't. Not because I don't want Angel to be well, but because I am terrified. Seeing her fight for her life broke my heart. Although she was new in my life, she still held a significant amount of importance for me, and I became attached to her.A few minutes later, Zachary and I were sitting on the sofa. Angel is now undergoing an operation because the

CHAP 20

I stared at him, then slowly licked my lower lip. "I don't know whether to laugh or be annoyed by your stupidity, Zachary," I stated and stepped back."Is what I did really hurt your ego that much, Atasha?" he asked, the frustration in his eyes faded.What? Ego?I scoffed. "Ego ko ba talaga ang natatapakan dito? Sino ba 'tong naghahabol sa anak ko dahil alam niyang mahihirapan siyang makabuo sa fiance niya?" My eyes scanned him from head to toe, definitely telling him that I'm disgusted and pissed. "Ikaw, Zachary? Hindi na ba makayanan ng pagkalalaki mo na lunukin lahat para lang makuha ang gusto mo? Unti-unti ka na bang nababaliw?" I chuckled mockingly.Mabilis na umigting ang panga niya. I know I hit him with my words. Malinaw na malinaw ang pagtitimpi sa mukha niya ngayon."Aren't we just the same? Aren't you also desperate for revenge because I will marry your sister? You ruined my name, you ruined our marriage, and you ruined your father's image. Your ego ate you up so much that

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