Lahat ng Kabanata ng It's Fine, I am Fine! : Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

LenaWhat I liked about this gym when I first came here was that it was close to work, and it was quiet. I never liked big crowds, so I avoided places with lots of people.I avoided conversations with people as well, so I guessed I could be a little agoraphobic. Or maybe I was just fine. Being cautious never hurt anyone.As I walked inside, the woman at the front desk smiled widely at me. She always does that, not just to me but to everyone. It was her job to do so, and she was good at it and so pretty.I could never land a job like that because I wasn't as attractive as her. Physical appearance mattered around here. I wasn't a monster, but I wasn't an I*******m model either.I paid ten euros to allow me access to the showers and I walked through the weights area towards my destination. On my way there, I was astonished to realize that there were a few handsome guys working out.Usually, most guys around here are too bulky for my taste. I prefer a lean muscular guy and not the Hulk. I

LenaI have been waiting for Max to text me for four days. How busy was he? I was impatient indeed.I really wanted for the cover to be done and ready to be uploaded along side my story, but also I wanted to see him again, He was very nice and very pleasant to be around. And I finally got a text, Friday I'm free.It was more like a statement, rather than a friendly text. But it would suffice. I was getting nervous even for these small social interactions and that wasn't great, wasn't it?It was only Monday. Bah! I was getting very impatient indeed. I was quick to reply,Great. Let's say around 19:00?AlrightHe isn't a great texter, but who was I to judge, I laughed with myself. Can we meet at Sunset Park on Bridge Street, near the picnic area?I suggested because it was my favorite park and I knew a few places we could take great pictures at. My phone camera couldn't really provide me with the result I wanted without good lighting anyway, Sure. I'll see you thereSee you there :)

Maximus I stayed there watching her run away from me like I had the plague. What just happened? I honestly felt foolish, for even offering to take her home. It was a decent thing to do, but she refused again. I think I even saw her eyes water, but she left me no time to react. I stayed there with my eyes wide open, in some sort of shock. What just happened I wondered for the hundredth time. That drunk asshole apologized to me first, as if the ball hit me instead of her. Who does that? It was obviously an accident, but his attitude really pissed me off. He couldn't even stand on two feet, let alone play with a ball in open space. Damn that ball hit her hard. Lena seemed so angry and yet said nothing, did nothing at all. She didn't even demand a new phone as she should. She just stayed there motionless. What was wrong with her? She was clearly in pain, but she said she was fine, as she froze there and then ran away. She was gone in seconds. So weird. I have never had a w

LenaOnce we were outside, I burst into laughter. "Oh, Max thanks for this. She’ll hate me forever now" "Why?" he smiled while letting my hand go. Didn't like that. "She was flirting with you, and you left with me. That will kill her" I laughed some more. "I see. And that is good for you because...?" he smiled. "I don't really like her and you... you are handsome and all and... oh forget it, it's childish, but I loved her reaction" I kept giggling. "So, imagine if I do this" he almost whispered and immediately leaned closer to me. He put his hand around my waist and caressed my cheek for just a moment before he softly pressed his lips on mine. Dear God! I thought my heart would burst out of my chest. What happened? My whole body caught on fire instantly and I didn't feel like touching the ground anymore. I released every reservation I had, and I kissed him back. I indulged in that, without thinking... A moan slipped my mouth and the little voice inside my head screamed 'W

Lena His living room was covered in tones of grey and white. There was a big white sofa in front of the huge windows, that displayed the whole city and a TV on the wall. A king-size bed for Jake was near the sofa. There was a modern fireplace in the corner and a really nice grey capret underneath our feet. He had a minimal white kitchen and a stool kitchen island. A few paintings on the wall, a PS5 underneath the TV, a bookshelf that covered almost the entire wall between the narrow hall, and a door next to the glass staircase that led upstairs. There was no space for new books. His place was very neat. "Can I use your bathroom?" I asked. "Of course, it's that door over there" He pointed to the door near the glass staircase that led up to his bedroom. My eyes spotted a huge bed with white linens on it, right before I entered the bathroom. The bathroom had a shower with glass doors, very fancy. I looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath. Why the hell did