Lahat ng Kabanata ng It's Fine, I am Fine! : Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

Lena I kept walking fast but his strong arms grabbed me from behind and stopped me from running away. "Don't. Just leave" I said to him, but he didn't listen. "What happened?" he asked, still grabbing my arm and pinning me in place. "I quit my job that happened!" I angrily exclaimed. "Why?" "I guess I had enough. What the hell are you doing here?!" "I came to see you and maybe talk..." "There is nothing to talk about Max. Don't bother. Everything's cool" I assured him and tried to release myself from his grip, but I couldn't. "I want to talk some more" he insisted. "You should have called first! I don't want to talk. Let go!" my voice became angrier and louder than before. "I did call, you just didn't answer" I had the urge to quickly check my phone but honest to God, I didn't really care that much. "Lena, I know you’re upset right now, but what exactly happened in there?" "What is the matter with you? Why do you care so much? Just let me go!" I yelled. He

Lena When I woke up the next morning, Max was already gone to work. The time was almost 7:30. I wondered if he trusted me that much to leave me at his apartment all alone. He barely knew me. I immediately checked my phone, and I had two missed calls from him from yesterday. He did call as he said, I was working at the time and didn't even hear my phone ring. Max: Make yourself at home. Taxi's services number are on the fridge. I read Max’s text and smiled. He was so considerate. Are you alright? Aaron is an asshole! I read a text from Antony and quickly called him. “Hey. Did I wake you up?” “No, Len I’m still awake” "I'm sorry if I put you in an awkward position yesterday” I apologized. “Awkward? Are you freaking kidding me? It felt so good. Fuck that asshole!” he replied cheerfully. “And what do you mean by still awake? You haven't slept yet?” I asked him mischievously, because for Antony to be awake at this time was extremely rare. “I'm goi

Lena I parked my car at a different gas station, to avoid any surprises. I angrily searched my car for my dress, shoved it into my backpack, and went to the restroom. I was so furious with that lunatic that kept following me that I would even dare drink alcohol tonight. I had only tasted the stuff once, hated it but tonight I wanted to stop thinking and a few drinks would be the answer. Like parents like daughter. I washed my face and applied more make-up than I ever wore before. I even put some eyeliner on my eyes. I haven't used my make-up kit for ages it seemed, I hope make-up doesn't expire. I wore my black wrap dress, that had knee length. Not very sexy, but I allowed its cleavage a lot more open than I usually did. I let my hair loose on my shoulders and brushed them, so they looked stylish or something. Then I applied the only lipstick I owned, a dark red shade one, which thankfully covered the cut on my lip, making it almost invisible, it was like it was never there.

Lena My phone rang early in the morning, waking me up abruptly. I groaned and reached for it from my bag on the front seat. I yawned and said "Hello" only to be greeted by an anxious Aaron informing me that my shift was cancelled for today because of something that I couldn't be bothered to hear nor to ask for an explanation, it was fine. So, today I decided to go to all the places I was afraid to go. I cleaned myself at the gas station's bathroom, no creepy guy around today. Then I ate some lunch at that Korean convenient store I like, no creepy guy there either. And after I overcame all my fears I went to the park. I sat on the same bench, even though an elderly couple was occupying it, I sat at the edge. The book was so interesting that I couldn't put it down. I was almost out of coffee, and I didn't have the will to stop reading even for five minutes. My phone rang and I blindly searched my bag, while my eyes were fixated on the pages in front of me. I accepted the cal

Max Can't deal with this girl! One moment she wanted to be with me and the next she pushed me away. So many mixed signals. I was never the begging type, and I that would never change. You should give her another chance... Fuck you! Like she knew everything that was going on with my life. She cared about Sally more than I did. I run across town to my parents' house to pick up crazy Sally, like I had nothing better to do. She had the nerve to stop by their house, and not only that but introduced herself as my fucking fiancé for crying out loud! My mother, Karen, already knew her from some event and she adored her parents, so she invited her inside with no questions asked. Karen didn't care if Sally was drunk and uninvited, she only cared that her parents were loaded, so mommy drooled all over her. My Karen was so delighted with Sally; she even gave me the thumbs up while I dragged her out of their house... well-done son. Fuck you! I struggled to put her in my car, as