LEXY."I want to take a long swim", I said getting out of the car and kicking my shoes off my legs and heading towards the pool."In your dress?", Amber asked ."No...well the problem Is I don't even know how to take this dress off honestly, the lady that came earlier to do my dressing and all told me it was gonna be pretty hard to take off", I said trying to take it off.He giggled, "You want to go naked right here?", he asked.I shrugged, "We're the only people here right?", I asked looking around.He cocked his head, "So you're comfortable stripping right in front of me in the middle of the house?", he asked."Duuh, you've seen me naked already", I mumbled fiddling with the rope.He licked his lips.I turned around trying to hide my face because I knew I was already blushing.Fuck corsets.Amber rolled his eyes and stood behind me and found the rope.He slowly began to unlace it.His fingers brushed the exposed layers of my skin and hones, I felt like he did that on purpose.Finall

"Eww, can you both not do this today? geez I'm disgusted",Aaron said covering his face with a pillow."Yeah like since when do you two even kiss?", Asher asked."Since you and James started kissing", but I said those words in my head anyways."Amber what did you do?", James asked laughing while looking at his phone."I was live on Instagram for the first time in almost a year, and Amber just had to tell the whole world we're together by kissing me there", I said finally finding my voice.He continued laughing, "Yeah I can see that, clearly because it's already trending", he said showing me his phone.I shrieked loud and grabbed the phone, "Celebrity feminist Lexy Emiliano having an exotic moment on camera with her secret lover?? what the fuck is wrong with social media, damn these bloggers", I yelled."Damn it, they missed the Mattew part", Amber said less concerned as be grabbed the tv remote to change the channel.I growled, he laughed at me."Gosh you're so cute when you try to act

We got back to Italy and I wished I never did.We drove into the house and I saw Samantha standing in front of my house with tears in her eyes , people were surrounding her.I was too scared to move, she wasn't saying anything at all, I was filled with fear."Samantha what's going on?", I asked calmly.She cleaned her tears, "I'm so sorry Lexy, this happened last night and I wanted to call you but like I knew you were busy with the exhibition and, and I'm so sorry Lexy we did everything we could to save him"."Save who?", I choked out so scared.She walked up to me and held my hands, "I'm so sorry Lexy", she cried."What the fuck happened?", I yelled this time because the suspense was killing me.she started crying hard."Samantha calm down and talk to me, what happened?", Aaron said holding her.She sniffed, "His body was found mauled in his room, I don't know who did it or why I just...I just..""Who?", Amber had to ask."Her father", she choked out and bursted into tears.My what?

DISCLAIMER: SEXUAL SCENE UP AHEAD.***It's been three hours now and Amber hasn't still come in here with my clothes, and to make the matter worse, I dumped my old clothes in the laundry basket already.Sigh.This towel was tiny and uncomfortable, it barely even covered anything.I sighed and threw it off my body to the ground and laid on the bed nude.Almost immediately, the door flew open.I flinched and wrapped the blanket around me, "Privacy please?", I grumbled.He shook his head and sighed, " You won't be getting your clothes back until tomorrow, apparently the speed boat had some little malfunctions and they need to fix it up today, so it'll be till tomorrow", he explained.I wrapped myself into the blanket, I was gonna start complaining and stuff, but I suddenly felt weak and unsafe."Uhm.. okay", I mumbled.He sat on the bed beside me, "Are you okay?", he asked touching my cheek, I almost flinched, I was getting suddenly scared now and I don't know why.It was finally occur

They got my clothes later the next day but honestly it was of no use because I basically never wore any of them, just this butterfly shaped thongs and nothing more.Amber worshipped and adored my body day in day out in every possible way he could. The nasty things he would say to me, and the worse the nastier things he would do to me.Amber promised he wasn't going to fuck me mainly because I was still in mourning mode and my father's ghost might come and spank my ass and yell at me for having sex few days after my birthday, but in a way I was kinda relieved because I don't think I want to have sex with him.Don't get me wrong I want this more than anything in the world right now, but the experiences of the past? I'm scared that Amber is going to finally not give me any attention again.Because I mean he finally got what he wanted so he might not be interested anymore.Yes, I'm also very insecure, forget how I act so carefree.Especially if it's someone I might just slightly be into.