DANIELThe tension of the evening has just graduated into another reality of solid anxiety as her silhouette is still a solid presence before me while she persistently awaits my reply with her arms folded gazing at me in the still silence of the bedroom. I can't breathe right now. That is all I can say. I'm just totally struck dumb. This is just..... Lily is so fucking going to pay for this I can assure her. Why the hell...... I clench my fists intently as I remain silent for a while thinking sharply and making up a lot of things in my head to explain to her right now about this. " you know I want to trust you, Daniel. You just...... you have to help me. Even though sometimes she might be stupid, Lily is not a little child. And she can't just assume nonsense and just put it out of nowhere to cause crisis. You should know that. She is grown up right now. She is 18 years old for God's sake and has just graduated into the first stage of adulthood. If she says something is happening, sh

The next day, their lessons still haven't been fucking memorized and it can't just be helped as it seems like the cravings that are lurking deep down within them have ascended to another whole new level making them both as insane as ever at this point. every single guilt or whatever they have been feeling because of this stupid act of theirs has been anguished as the only thing that keeps on ringing continuously in their head is to keep on satisfying themselves day by day and that is how it is going to be or if possible to keep f****** each other forever. Amelia wanted to just head home and forget about everything as it seemed like Lily had been doing everything to avoid her mingling right now more than ever with her new friends. She did not plan to visit Mr Mitchell today. But as she was making her way towards her home at Mitchell's residence, the sight of the building alone kept on calling towards her enticing her so strongly that her p**** couldn't bear but to remember what she ex

AMELIAIt beats me. It just completely beats me and I am left completely confused to the core without even knowing what else to think anymore. The only conclusion I can come up in my head right now is that Lily is more than determined to elude me in any possible way she can. I don't think there's any way I might be able to get to her. Her steps are quietly becoming so quick these days. I guess right now I am probably the last thing on her mind. I sigh and facepalm myself with a lot of wonder. When the hell did we get to this? This is not how we have been. Why are things getting so worse all of a sudden? The thoughts raging through my mind are not normal as I slowly make my way toward the school library with my backpack slung against my left shoulder kicking a few rubles and pebbles on the way completely lost in my world of thoughts. Lily. You still haven't explained what the living fuck you are suspecting that is making you just avoid me this way. It's just too much and I keep havin

After immediately getting dressed and making sure that everything is set in other, the both of them sneak out of the library and out of the school building noticing the almost emptiness of the entire school. Only a few students are still seen pacing about as they go on with their normal duties which they usually perform after school like the after-school activities. A few of them see Mr. Mitchell and Amelia making their way out of the school entrance and give them both of them surprised stares. Mr. Mitchell and Amelia both ignore it as they step out of the school gate and Mr. Mitchell takes hold of her hand leading her towards the direction where his car is parked. He didn't want to make it as a public announcement that he was available or something so he had to keep his car at the secret location where someone wouldn't be able to notice that he was around or something. He grips Amelia's hand and sharply leads her in the direction where his car is parked before opening the door to t

AMELIAFive good hours of sleep and right now I know I am already in a wad of mess. Yeah, I am done with it. I am 100% million screwed. And there's no escape from me. Mom is so going to skin me alive. I found myself glancing at my wristwatch with dread in my system. For God's sake. What the hell made me sleep for five good hours in Mr Mitchell's car? Or was that how exhausted I was? What the hell..... who the hell does that? Five good f****** hours! Oh s***. What the hell have I done? I am walking slowly home with a lot of fear lurking deep down within me. If not for the fact that Mr Mitchell woke me up to go home, I am pretty sure I might still be asleep in his car by this time if it was my comfort zone. Oh s***. I am not myself right now a little bit as I am still dizzy after that mind-blowing sex Mr Mitchell offered me. Oh god damn, it was just too much. It nearly killed me. It is the kind of special experience I will never forget in a lifetime. What the hell? He made me feel so.