I feel Jax tense up. His grip on me tightens as soon as the words have left my mouth. How much can I tell him without giving Emily away? But knowing the worry he was in, it wouldn’t be fair to keep him totally in the dark. Or do this another time to him. Because going to that other pack would mean sneaking out and worrying him again.Still feeling breathless from the amazing sex we had and not wanting to ruin the moment totally, I snuggle further into him first, touch his face softly, caress his cheek and I feel him relax a little under my touch while pressing his face further into my palm.The way he reacted about me sneaking out is far from what I had expected. If this is his reaction to me going against his rules, I should definitely go against his rules way more often. Instead of the huge argument I was expecting, I got overwhelmed by his pure animalistic passion and need for me. Never could I have imagined him getting turned on by me standing up to him. Every inch of my body got

“Worthless mutt,” Alana curses at me while taking her final jump to attack me.Clothes tare and get scattered all around me. A loud, terrified, and pain filled howl fills the air as my fangs hold on to the torn off front leg from Alana. My shift happened so fast. She didn’t even see it coming. Within split seconds after shifting, I had torn her leg off before she was even able to land on top of me despite being able to comprehend it.Disgusted, I spit the leg out to the filthy ground where it belongs. Blood is staining my white fur and is still dripping from my descended fangs as I turn to her. “Fuck you, bitch. Let’s see how worthless you’ll become now, as a warrior with only three legs. You better get out of my way, before you have even less legs left,” I firmly spit at her, feeling some sort of satisfaction for the deep betrayal I still feel. With pure terror in her eyes she whimpers and cries, starts curling around upon the ground. Her body automatically shifts back to her human

Actually, seeing the blood pooling from me now seems to have an exhausting effect on my body. It’s as if it’s just realising I was actually injured, too. Until that point, I only felt a slight sting and thought the blood on my fur solely came from others. Suddenly feeling all drained, as if all power has left my body, my knees feel weak and give in, causing me to nearly crash to the ground. Jax’s strong arms prevent it just on time and scoop me up into his arms.“Amelia, stay with me,” he whispers worriedly as I start feeling slightly dizzy.“I just feel a little exhausted. I’m ok,” I tell him, holding my hand up to his face to calm him while leaning my head against his warm, strong, and comforting chest, which is energizing to me. Breathing in deeply, I enjoy his very own strong masculine scent. I have no idea how feeling his skin against mine and the mere scent of him can turn me on in this situation, but the fact is, it does. No matter how weak I felt only moments ago, this blows it

The tugging at the door gets stronger, and loud banging echoes through the entire apartment. “For fucks sake, someone open the door,” Jax calls out loudly from behind it causing me to nearly jump.Tonya jumps to her feet and rushes to the door opening it for Jax. Next to punching in the security system, Tonya had secured the door with two massive deadbolts across the door, which is now preventing Jax from being able to enter.“Why the heck, did you do that?” Jax questions angrily as soon as she has let him in. “I thought you wanted her in total safety,” she throws back at him, with her arms crossed over her chest. “I made sure absolutely no one could come in after checking the apartment.” She’s glaring at him now, her voice emphasising on "no one."Running his hands across his face, looking totally drained, he simply replies, "fine. Well done.”Entering the living room area fully, he comes in fast strides up to me, sits down onto the couch, grabbing me by the waist, he lifts me onto h

For days I’ve been practically locked up in this apartment. It’s been twelve days since the attack, and I’m starting to feel bored out of my mind. Jax has been busy with pack issues most of the time, totally locking me out of any of it. Ben’s mood has been up and down like a rollercoaster. In one moment he’s sitting with me and joking, trying to cheer me up. We keep talking about random things. Ben talks about all the adventures we could get into. All of them would get us into hell of a trouble with Jax, which Ben simply shrugs off. “He’s not here. Right?” He’s told me several times, causing me to laugh.Ben has become my ally in crime, what I like to call it. One day, he helped me sneak out to the fitness room before Trevor had given me the all-clear. But in other moments, Ben seems so angry with everything and shuts totally down. Whatever is on his mind, he doesn’t want to share it, but it seems to be eating him up.Tonya has been going on and on about my genetic test, nearly driv