Amelia married her mate and Alpha of the feared black-moon pack, Drake. After having a hard childhood without identity and as a rogue, she was sure Drake was the best thing that could have happened to her. He was the love of her life. She did anything for him. Helped his pack to rise to the stand it has. She couldn't believe her luck as someone as broken as her, to have a mate like him. That was until he killed her. The ultimate betrayal. Alpha of the blood-moon pack, Jax, finally found a way to get to his true soul mate and get her out of the grasp of his arche enemy Drake. He does literally anything and everything to get her back. The path is crossed, with fear, hate, hunger for revenge, many secrets, passion, and love. True love? Will Amelia find her redemption after being reborn? Can she live with the consequences if she made different choices? She could lose everything she ever wanted. But she could also win more than even imagineable.
View MoreThe slick sounds of my bare feet running desperately on the muddy ground mix with the cold, heavy rain and hail. As much as the hard and blistering cold rain stings on my barely covered skin, I wish it would rain even heavier. I wish it was strong enough to drown out any sound and any trace I’m leaving on my tracks behind.
My accelerated breathing echoes through the pitch-black woods while I run for my dear life. The only light source is coming from the lightning. The lightning and thunder give this entire scenario a vibe like in a book or movie. The perfect mystery/ horror moment. Only that this isn’t some story, it’s my real life. A life I’m running out on right now.As much as I try to be as silent as possible, I know they can hear and sense me. There’s no way I am able to cover my tracks, not from them.No matter how fast I run, I can clearly hear them hot on my tracks only a few feet behind. I can clearly hear my husband, who's also my mate! The last couple of days left, no doubt that he wants me dead.If only I weren’t broken. If only I was like I should be. Just maybe then I’d stand a chance of outrunning them. Maybe I wouldn’t even be in this situation. But I’m just me, a broken woman who isn’t what she’s supposed to be. A worthless nothing.While my lungs are burning from the lack of breath and the exhaustion, my mind wanders back to the last days. How could everything change so fast? How could I have been so wrong and blinded for so long?With every fibre of my heart, I truly believed I had it all. I believed every word he said. He made me feel as though I was good enough. Every whisper, bad word, and gossip from others got wiped away by his words towards me. And now I’m more broken than ever before in my life.The icy air whips into my tear and mud-covered face, while hoarse sobs escape my blood-stained, swollen lips. At this point, I don’t even know where I’m running anymore, even if I was told to run to the Blood-moon pack, which I don’t trust either. Right now I only know it has to be as far away as possible. Another branch from a bush covered in thorns slices through my already tortured flesh on my calves. It’s not the first one to do so, since I’ve started my try to escape. Just another wound among many others.My hands try to wipe away the blood, mud, tear, and rain mix from my face to clear my view a little. But no matter how hard I try, there’s no way I am able to see clear. Not even with my better sight.Unluckily for me, they don’t need to see clear. They don’t care about the heavy rain. It doesn’t make a difference to them.My anger, fear, and frustration rise by the second, knowing they’ll find me no matter what I do, no matter how hard I fight.The sound of them getting closer pushes me to run faster than ever before in my life. Pushes me to run way past my limits. Every inch of my body aches and hurts in an indescribable way in this moment. But I can’t give into the pain.I need to keep going. But where and how? I have no time to waste any thoughts on it. It will slow me down even more. “Just keep pushing, don’t give up," I tell myself over and over in my mind, literally chanting it to myself.A bloodcurdling scream, unlike anything I’ve ever heard before, fills the night, drowning out any other sound. It takes me a moment to realize that the scream escaped my very own lips while I go down to the ground.A pain like nothing I’ve experienced before shoots right through my body.“Keep going," I still tell myself again while I try to get back up. Even in the dark I’m able to see the thick branch, looking like a stake, piercing right through my abdomen. Both hands clutch around it while I stumble further, deeper into the woods.To be honest, I’m not sure how I’m even able to move a single inch anymore. But I do. There’s a sudden power within me, I've never known. It must be the adrenaline flushing my veins, giving me the strength for the unthinkable. And knowing this isn't just about rescuing my own life.Dark, sickening laughter echoes in my ears. “I guess you stumbled over one of our perfect little traps, my Love.” His voice is clearly getting closer, with dark excitement lacing his tone. Obviously, he’s shifted back to his human form.Of course, I knew there were traps out here. I helped build up our defence after all. But there was no way I could have made the traps out in the dark. They're too well hidden, even for my eyes. Besides, he made sure that I never knew the exact positions. Not that I cared at the time, as this was a place I never wanted to go to in the first place.The danger would have been too big. Looking back at the irony of it now, a pain filled chuckle escapes my own lips about my stupidity.This was supposed to protect what I believed were my loved ones and myself from the danger beyond these woods. It never occurred to me that the biggest danger was right there with me. And now my own defence system has literally pierced right through my body.Pain and exhaustion are taking over my body more and more by the second. The panic within me rises, knowing for sure there is no way I am able to escape this anymore. From everywhere, I hear them getting closer. While in the far I hear fighting at our borders. The Blood-moon pack is using this weak moment to attack as it seems. That’s where I was supposed to escape to?The bushes seem to be moving all around and not just from the storm. Suddenly I’m very aware of every single leaf moving, every creak, each and every one making me turn.Another sadistic laughter rings right through the bushes. Even if I was able to move faster, there’s no running anymore. I’m surrounded. The voice I once loved and which gave me a feeling of safety is now the most terrifying sound in the world. He’s clearly enjoying this. It’s a game to him.Within a split second, I see something move towards me before I feel another sharp pain shoot through my leg. Fangs of his Beta are digging deep into my right calve, making sure to totally take me down, holding me in place.In the distance, I hear loud howl, the moment my flesh gets torn.My eyes fill with even more tears, as my mate, my husband comes into sight.“Why?” Is all I can whisper in my deep pain and desperation.Alana steps into sight, cradling my new born baby on her arm. “Because he has everything he needs now. He doesn’t need a useless piece of shit like you anymore.” Her once friendly voice spits at me.“He needs me. He needs his mom," I cry. I knew I had to come up with a plan after my escape to get him back. I just needed to have him away from the guards and gather the strength to get him.“He doesn’t need you. He won’t even know you existed. I’ll be the perfect mom to him. The mom our future really needs.”Our future?Before I’m even able to comprehend her words, I feel myself being picked up from the ground. Panicked, I look up to my mate and then the direction he’s taking me. A shiver runs down my spine as I slowly make out the lake he’s heading towards.“No, Drake. Please don’t do this. I love you," I plead with a quivering voice.But his eyes only darken even more. A deep pain runs through my entire body as he tosses me to the muddy ground right next to the lake. Suddenly an excruciating pain causes me to scream from the top of my lungs as my body gets dragged by my hair to the lake. The stake in my body getting dragged along, causing more pain.Another loud, menacing howl from far off.Why can’t I just black out already?One last time, I try everything to find a way to shift, but nothing has changed. I’m useless to my species.My burning lungs fill with ice cold water from the lake, causing them to burn even more. My hands try to fight Drakes hands, pushing my head under water. I don’t stand a chance.The only thing left for me now is to give up fighting and let this pain come to an end. The last air leaves my lungs as I notice all tension leaving my body. The cold and pain taking over entirely.A weight is lifted from me, and I know they’re leaving me here to die. There’s no way I’m coming back from this. Even if they're leaving, I don't have the strength to move a single inch.A sudden, unknown flash of imense power ripples through my entire body, and a howl deep within me echoes through my head, trying to make its way through the water. The water and, seemingly, everything around me lightens up, as if I was a lightning striking myself. I can feel a shock wave leave my body. Sending waves through the water and the surroundings.I don’t know how much time passes, but suddenly, I feel my body being lifted from the water. Around me, the power wave has left nothing but destruction. Trees and bodies are scattered equally.Whatever happened to me, it's taken the last of my strength left.Strong, warm arms cradle me while cries and howling fill the air. With a last try, I pry my eyes open and look into the most terrifying and at the same time most beautiful face and eyes I've ever seen.Every fear, every pain, anything bad that has ever happened, all of it is drowned out by an overwhelming unknown, beautiful feeling. The world around me seems to stop for this perfect moment. There’s an unknown pull towards him, as if he’s all that matters. How is this possible? My entire universe lies within his eyes. I'm his, and he's mine.How is this even possible? Drake is not my mate? I was always sure he was. How can this possibly be my mate? Him out of all.“I won’t let this happen. This isn’t happening. You hear me? I need you. I'm going to make sure everything is going to be ok, and this comes undone. You're going to come back to me. Come and find me.” He sobs while still cradling my body. "Come and find me," he whispers it over and over again.I’m not able to ask what he means anymore. I want to comfort him, tell him I'll be ok, but my world goes black. Everything besides his cries and screams fades away until eventually even they do. This is it, I know I’m dying in this very moment, leaving my baby and my mate behind.If only I had more time with him.My very last thoughts go to my baby and a repeat of the last five days, which have led to this event.Hi everyone, I haven't forgotten this book.Covid just has been a real b*tch. While I thought I was getting better finally after 2 weeks of Covid, it suddenly spiralled down a lot again. Seems like my other ilnesses have made me very vulnerable. Even if this is my 4th time with Covid, it hit me nearly as bad as the 1st time.Currently, the high dose of cortisone and some oxygen are starting to help. The fever also has come down again. So I will try updating very soon.We're so close to the end of this story, and I feel really bad about not being able to update for so long decently. I hope you understand. Lots of love Jackie♡♡♡♡
My eyes still linger on Jax’s distraught face. Fear of what might have happened to Sybil and Emily or any of the others is nagging at me. But with the knock interrupting us, I know I’m not getting my answer from him right now. I huff slightly in annoyance.“Come in,” Jax calls out. I’m surprised that whoever is there even waited to be called in. Usually there’s only a short knock, and the people enter.Balloons, a huge amount of floating balloons attached to a string, get pushed through the opening door, covering everything behind it. I move left and right, trying to get a glimps of who this might be before the balloons finally move aside and give the view free to my best friends entering the room. Upfront is Ben with the balloons, then comes Tonya with a huge bunch of flowers, followed by Jenny with a tray of cupcakes, and Freddie holds a small teddy bear with "get well" on it. The last one to enter is Alex, holding a huge box of fancy looking chocolates in his hand, giving me the bri
Amelia’s POV:I wake up in an unfamiliar, dark room, but the smell of wounds and disinfectant biting within my nose tells me exactly where I am. I’m obviously at a hospital. Memories come flashing in on me. “Jax!” I sit up abruptly, with my heart thudding violently in my chest. I start throwing the blanket from my body. Panicked, I try to get out of bed until a voice and a hand pressed against my shoulder stop me, and the hand presses me right back into place.“I’m here. I'm here, my love,” I hear his sleepy, deep, and husky voice. “You need to stay in bed.”Without saying another word, I throw my arms around his neck and sob hard against his chest. “I thought……. I thought….I lost you. I thought you were dying,” I cry in relief and pain at the same time. The mere thought of losing him has me totally shook up and causes a pain in my chest, literally taking my breath away. My fingers dig stronger into his back, and I pull him harder into me, making sure he’s really here and not just an
Jax’s POVI feel warmth and power flooding my aching body, relieving the pain and soothing all my senses. Taking deep breaths, my lungs finally expand and fill with air again decently. I was sure I was suffocating only moments ago, I was sure this was it, that I was dying. But then I could feel her, I could feel her love, her power, her body pressed to mine, pulling me out of the dark place I was captivated in. She’s the sole reason the pain is gone, and I’m able to breathe again.Amelia! Without having opened my eyes, I can feel something is terribly wrong. I stir and try my hardest to pry my eyes open. “Amelia!” I choke out and shake her limp body, which is still wrapped around me. “Amelia, wake up!” Nothing happens. It’s then that I notice all the others around us, at least a part of us.Memories of what happened crash in on me, and I remember being buried alive and a sheer amount of bricks coming down after an explosion. By the distraught look on the other faces, I know the situati
“Jax! Jax! Jax!” I call out repeatedly, verbally but also through our mind link, feeling like I'm going out of my mind.No reaction. I can’t even feel him trying to connect with me in return. All I can feel is pain and cold. With Ben and Alex hot on my tracks, I pace through the chaotic state within the arena as fast as possible. I don’t even take much notice of what Emily and Sybil are doing right now.“Amelia!” I feel a little relief seeing Tristan limping towards me. But my heart drops the moment I realise there’s no Jax at his side. They were together. Jax should be with Tristan.“Where is he? Where is Jax?” I question panicked as soon as I reach Tristan.“He…… I…….. He saved my life,” Tristan chokes out, but his words just make me even more nervous. “Then, where is he?” Don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely relieved that Tristan is alive and Jax saved him. But my guts twist into knots, seeing that Jax isn’t here next to him.“He…. He pushed me aside just on time before the bricks c
“The Gold moon Alpha is gone,” one of the warriors calls out, realising the same as I did moments ago.Jax pushes me further behind him. His eyes are scanning the entire place. The longer he’s scanning it, the more I feel him tense. We all know it’s a very bad sign. Drake steps towards Alana and shakes her, seemingly trying to get her back to normal, but I doubt he’s able to shake the possession out of her. Watching him act with her, I wonder if he loves her. If he ever truly loved her? There definitely has been more between them, but it doesn’t look like he cares in the same way for her as she did for him. I can see that now. They were both hungry for power and traded their mate bond for it. From what I know now, Tiffany did the exact same thing. She rejected her weak mate because he wasn’t good enough for her. Instead, she wanted the powerful Alpha with his pack. Drake and Alana both wanted my power. They somehow knew about it.My grip tightens on Jax. For nothing in the world woul
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