None of the got much sleep that night. Mika lay there trying to piece together how she read the signs wrongly. She thought for sure he was in love with her topped up with how he behaved when she got back. Her heart was broken and she didn't know how she was going to stay in a marriage where she was not loved. She knew she loved him and wanted the marriage to work but, how?He lay there facing her back, wanting so badly to reach out and hold her in his arms. He knew he loved her, the words just couldn't come out. He knew that she wanted to hear the words, he just got tongue tied. He hoped he didn't lose her because of this. He wanted to say the words when everything was sorted out, she just said them way too soon. It broke his heart having to listen to her silent cries.The next morning, he tried to make things right but, she wouldn't even look at him. She got out of bed and into the bathroom, locking the door again. He listened to her crying when the shower was on, she came out and ca

After returning from the honeymoon, Mika and Collen seemed to be in great spirits and everyone noticed. They would be spotted kissing each other when no one was looking. They would be necking at each other, giggling or holding hands.Back at home, Collen had asked her to move into the main bedroom. She gladly agreed and at night they would spend sometime talking, cuddling or fooling around before bed." Oh You guys he has changed so much and it's like he is a whole different person." I told my sisters."Little sis, I am happy to hear that things are alot of things have changed." Monique said."I still have my eyes on him." Shine said."Shine!" Monique and I said at the same time."Don't get me wrong guys. I am happy that things have taken a bette turn for the both of you. I want to also put it out there that my gut tells me he is hiding something. I really want to be wrong and blame it on how he was in the past. I will gladly apologize.""Shine, I get what you are trying to say. But,

Cole's povI really don't know what to do. Mika keeps changing me. Some weeks back I lied to her face. Not by choice but, by omission. She was really been threatened but not for the reason I gave. I just know I need to come clean because I have fallen in love with her and I never planned this.The night dad told me that if I ever divorced her, I would lose everything and I was not about to lose everything I worked extra hard for all my life. All I know is that I need to make things right before I lose my wife. She is the sweetest, beautiful, kind woman I never thought I would love. That night she said she loved me, I froze at first but then I said it back. And I meant it. She's been the happiest I've ever seen her. We say it to each other every chance we can. Even my family can see change in me. I like who I am turning to be because of her.Maggy has been threatening to expose me if I break her heart and now I realize that I have been unfair to her and her husband. My been there ne

Notice!!!So I've been thinking about how to write this and decided we will have double povs in here.~~~~~~~~Mika's povI got home in a record of time. I don't even know I should call this place my home. Everything feels like a lie.Tears kept pouring down my face. I rushed to what I called our room and moments we spent together in here came flooding in.I heard loud footsteps and then the door opened banging against the wall. I continued trying to pack my things."Baby...." he said as he tried to touch me.I moved away from him and shouted."don't you dare touch me! What did I ever do to you?! I gave you my heart Cole! Everyone believed you would hurt me and I trusted you!" I looked straight into his eyes. "Look at me! Are you happy?! Huh! You've broken me Cole! You've broken me..." I whispered the last part and I broke down again."Baby, please just let me explain. I know you are hurt and I hurt you. I'm so sorry. I'm just asking for a chance to explain.""Explain what?! When I gav

Mika's povBeen away from Cole has been hard but it's something I really needed. It's also been refreshing spending time with my sisters. Watching them and their husbands was inspiring. Had talks with my brother in law's, they explained that with love it gives you something to hold onto in both good and bad times, with respect it helps you understand each other; the likes and dislikes of the other, with tolerance it helps you understand that you are two different people. Who both think that their choices are right can be due to upbringing or just how you are wired, with tolerance it makes you try to see the world in the eyes of the other with a little mix of yourself. They also told me something that has kept me building myself these last months.They said, if you are a religious person or you follow such practices, there is only one verse in the Bible that talks of finding a partner. Which is find a partner who will go to war with you. No people may translate that different; religi