She was blabbering about it for the whole two hours and i was like, "Stay there still, Lorcan. I have to deal with this interesting news first!"I can see my best friend forcing herself to be annoyed but failed because it's obvious, behind her rants, she's happy with what's happening in her love life. I feel thrilled, too. Like i've really never imagined them dating each other, most especially my stoic of a brother who loves annoying me and making his self a total jerk to my view. But then, enemies to lovers, huh? Not bad. I might reconsider matching them, shipping them. Besides, they look cute together. I can imagine it already. A nonchalant and bubby one. "And he gave me a freaking human sized teddy bear!" Sydney cutely cupped her face. I smiled. "What can i say? He's a corny guy." I chuckled, tainting Kaden's image in her mind."You got it right, Tash! But then... i have to admit that he's cute. In his own ways." She suddenly screamed, it almost destroyed my eardrums! What a pit

"You were into it..." I mumbled meaningfully.He glanced unfathomably at me before a door was revealed to my eyesight."I was." Shit. I was completely astonished while watching him enter inside, my feet unconsciously made its steps to follow him. So, this explains why i never noticed something more odd than the old pictures he has there. It's because he has a secret room here, behind the cabinet. And it's not just a simple room, but his playroom. But the moment my eyes roamed around, it dawned on me that this is a red room. Darker shades of erotica. Some equipment, a large sized bed with chains on it, steels on the corner with handcuffs hanging on both sides, lower steel with collar and a whip. Oh my...I may be innocent to figure out some things but these are definitely quite familiar to me. I have seen porns, i am aware of BDSMs so I can say I'm officially an open-minded person but then, it's him who has these, who was involved in this. I'm totally surprised because i thought he's

Regina's laughter filled my ears, and i watched them enter her unit, her hand pulling Lorcan's. I couldn't see his expression and i think I don't really want to see it, because i know it will break me more.Didn't he really love her? Not even a bit? Why can't he say "no" to that woman? Is she that special to him? But how about me..."Stop sulking already." Atticus snapped, making me realize he's still here with me, he was the one to stop me from confronting the two!Glaring, i faced him. "Why did you stop me? I was so close to know what was happening and then you came just to pull me back!" I struggled from his holds, he let me go."Even if you get to them, do you really think they would tell you what you want to know?" It shut me up. "But if you're determined enough to make yourself stupid in their eyes then, go ahead. Knock on her door and confront them, I won't stop you." He towered over me.And i hate that he has a point. Guilty people wouldn't just admit what they have committed

Getting out of Trixy, i held my handbag and car keys. My hair swayed with the rhythm of the wind as i made my steps towards the Cafe' Del Blanca. The wind chime clinked the moment i pushed the door to enter myself in.Everybody's eyes went to me, i smiled awkwardly and quietly walked towards Regina's table which she occupied for us. She was waving her fingers at me, signaling me to go there. I can still feel the lingering stares of the customers and i get it, they probably know me as Lorcan's lover since the rumors had spread all over the city. That wide range. See the result of mom's impulsivity? It's a pain in the head."Good that you came. I thought you would ditch me." Regina grinned, her bangles were clinking."That's not my thing." I said, putting my bag on my lap after i sat in front of her.She's all casual, all smiles to the point that they are so fake for me. Although i want to ignore this pathetic small detail, i couldn't help but spot my clothes and compare it to hers. I'm

Eyes glistening with unshed tears, they remained stuck on his luminous pair of grey mysteries. "Y-you love me? Tell me you're not kidding..." I said breathily."I don't do kidding, that's too boyish." He lowered his gaze at me. My chin trembled."But i thought... I thought you couldn't..." Confused, i was shaking my head.He held my face still, to focus on his eyes. I stopped shuddering but i couldn't find a reason to breathe normally anymore. He took it by chance, hammered my heart, making it pound so loudly in my chest that it's filling my ears real clear."I thought i couldn't either, but you taught me," his lips pursed a bit as he paused before he continued. "Atasha, you taught me what love is. You woke me up in the reality where i could possibly feel it without minding anything but only you and me, that i learned how it is way far different from pleasure and pain i used to have as mediocrities to seek for light amidst the abyssal of my zone." He murmurs every sentence he makes.