Falling for Darkness のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 5

Standing in the dressing room, my hands fidgeting, thinking on whether I should escape or not. I was about to get married to my crush that every girl dreamt of marrying but there was a huge problem. I am just a replacement for his ex-lover and I thought he loved me but nope I was wrong. I regret every second I spent with him. taking a handful of my long wedding dress, I ran towards the escape plan and setup. There was a cab waiting for me outside but a few blocks away. I ran and ran till I reached the cab, not looking back. time to change everything and make this one die.3 months before the weddingRowan, my crush from school till highschool, is in front of me on my doormat. I can't believe my eyes.‘’Hey sweetheart, can I get in, it's kind of hot outside’’ he's asking to come inside. oh god i must be dreaming but still i moved out of the way, letting his huge body frame get in. Toned abs and his firm back sticking to his shirt, showing every outline.‘’Hey, if you want anything to d

‘’Go on, I'm listening.’’‘’I am soo fucking sorry, I was drunk and I couldnt get over the fact that Aliyah broke things up yesterday. I don't know why. I'm so sorry, I regret it, I shouldn't have agree to this.’’And there we go people, he broke my freaking heart again but we won't show that to him, I wiped my tears and told him,‘’Listen Rowan, I dont give a fuck about you or your stupid relationship situation or what so ever. Don't drag me into your shit and certainly don't carry me to your bed. Don't even come near this room when you are drunk or out of your mind. So Rowan, you and your bullshit can go to hell. The door is over there and open, you can certainly make your way , I'm sure you can.’’Good fucking riddance, he went away and all the tears streamed down my face.my phone started ringing, my mothers call.‘’Hi baby, how are you, I’m calling to inform you about the dress tryout later.’’‘’Hi mom, I'm good, how are you? Send me the location and I will meet you there. I will

Leah povThe dinner went well. Almost because of someone that created a scene that made us leave earlier than expected.‘’Are you mad?’’ he whined at me like a baby‘’Of course i am mad, what do you think you were doing?’I yelled at him‘’I'm not sorry for what I did, he was clearly flirting with you’’‘’Why do you care? That was my personal matter.’’‘’Your matter is my matter’’ he responded, confusing me. I ignored him for the rest of the ride.I changed my outfit and went to bed. The morning, Rowan was nowhere and I had to taste the cake for the wedding today. I went to search for Rowan only to find him outside, he wasn't alone. There was his girlfriend with him. I tried to hear them talking discreetly,‘’How long Rowan, I miss you baby, I can't live like this nor without you’’,the lady said, whom I believed was aliyah.‘’Dont worry love, it will be over soon, just a few months and you will be mine. I will make a fake situation like me and her weren't working. Then we can be togeth