Semua Bab Hated By The Rogue Alpha: Bab 11 - Bab 20

I have no idea when I got up from the floor and got back to work, the usual snide remarks and irritated glares at me were half gone and I was also surprised. Juniper as well was nowhere to be found. When it was evening, before Aurora found me and had me take food to Jonathan again, I disappeared. I walked aimlessly in the slave area trying not to think about my current situation, it was a situation that even I didn’t wish on my worst enemies.I didn’t bother going for dinner because I could already imagine the same thing happening and I had had enough embarrassment for a day, for my entire life. I sat down staring at the horizon as the sun went to its resting place but I knew that it was just the entire finishing a rotation, I wished desperately that I could turn back the hands of time but the Moon Goddess had favourite and I wasn’t on their list that’s why she had made me a Beta knowing fully well that a female Beta as a Princess would spell doom for her.That’s why no matter how sed

My consciousness started to blur at her words. Despite their conversation, I still couldn’t understand where I was or what had happened but I resolutely kept my eyes shut pretending to be still asleep but it became useless because they all stepped out of the room to resume their discussion. After several seconds of silence, I slowly pry my eyes open and I’m met with an empty room. The strong smell of herbs and disinfectants hit my nose again and with a quick look around; i realized that I was at the park clinic. I had heard about it a lot of times but I had never been there. I had no reason to be there. It didn’t matter how many times Juniper almost dragged me to see the doctor despite my injuries and falling over something.I winced as I tried to sit up on the bed and I looked around again. Their earlier conversation drifted into my mind again and I sighed softly. The beating my roommates had given me had obviously almost sent me to the arms of death, luckily death wasn’t ready to r

I didn’t know when I slept back but after that terrible dream of my father, my sleep after was sweet and quiet and even enjoyable. It was the first time in a long while that I had a good sleep. By the time I woke up, Lillian had gone out of the room already and Serena was dressing up.“Good morning” I greeted and Serena offered me a smile.“Good morning Amira, are you okay?” she asked and I am immediately reminded of the fact that Serena had rushed to my bedside when that nightmare had woken me up concerned and worried. I nodded at her with a small smile.“Yes I am, Thank you” I replied.“Do go have your bath and let’s get started with work” she informed me and I nodded walking into the next door that I figured out was the bathroom. My lips parted when I stepped inside.I had to bathe in the open with the other slaves in a poorly constructed large expanse bathroom and I always made sure to wake up extra early to take my bath even though it meant that I had to sleep right after. I alwa

I don’t have the guts to go back and find Juniper even though I know clearly that he deserves an apology but I am too much of a coward to apologize to him. Somewhere in my heart, I hope he comes to find me himself but my new place of assignment is the palace. I knew that he couldn’t suddenly show up and that left me depressed for a while that even Serena noticed.“Are you okay?” she asked as I slowly sat up on my bed.“I…” I paused slowly, I didn’t know if I could share with Serena, she had been nice to me and helped me out. In fact my stay had been amazing with her around, I had been successfully ignoring Lillian because she was just an idiot.“If you don’t want to talk about it, it's fine. You don’t have to” Serena quickly added seeing my hesitation and Immediately shook my head.“I have a friend” I slowly revealed and Serena’s eyes widened, “You do?” she asked in surprise and with a smile I slowly nodded my head.“Yes. He helped me survive before I came here. He would usually sneak

I walked out of the room and proceeded to walk out of the room, trying to clear my head. I didn’t realize that I was already walking towards the kitchen area. Jonathan was getting so crazily on my nerves and it was getting harder to understand myself. He toiled with my emotions so easily and made me flare up so easily. With just one word from him, my anger would be up in the flames.I hated how easily he could make me angry, it made me feel like I was being manipulated and reminded me of home. I closed my eyes, leaning against the wall and slowly opened my eyes after taking a long breadth.The sight of my father’s stern face greeted me and I almost jumped in fright.“Dad?” I called out drinking in the sight of him in his regal outfit, “Dad what are you doing here?” I questioned looking everywhere if anyone was coming.“You are not supposed to be here” I whispered but his words immediately brought me to a pause.“I said that letting your emotions show is your biggest weakness and yet y