Lahat ng Kabanata ng Hated By The Rogue Alpha: Kabanata 61 - Kabanata 70

I burst into laughter at Serena’s words because I was more than sure that she didn’t know what she was saying.“You disagree?’ I asked again and Serena nodded her head.“Yes. He didn’t look like that, didn't act like he didn't. I know it's crazy to think about it but he’s like you. He definitely loves you” she reaffirmed and I laughed again.“You don’t know anything Serena. I promise you that he doesn’t” I informed you.“Everything he has done for me is a calculated move to make sure that I remain here because I’m the only reason that your kingdom won’t be attacked by my people. To him. I am merely leveraged so he needs to do everything to keep me here willingly” I revealed and Serena stared at me, her jaw dropping.“So tell me again Serena that he loves me” I said chuckling, “He did say something along the lines of he didn’t hate me” I added turning my face as I closed my eyes.I hadn’t imagined that I would be discussing the king with Serena. It was already a lot of comfort to know

I didn’t dare tell anyone about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream about the king. I didn’t even dare go to clean his quarters for a while and asked Serena to help me out under the guise that I was sick because I was terrified that if I saw Jonathan, those images would strat conjuring themselves and it would be grossly embarrassing.Serene didn't let me off and teased me endlessly about the fact that I had gotten a wet dream. It made her amused but I would always scowl whenever she mentioned it. I remembered our conversation that evening. I was still dazed, ashamed and embarrassed that I had gotten a wet dream about Jonatan and that wasn’t all. I had moaned his name right to reality and like Serena had said, I was really grateful that Julianna wasn’t in the room because by then, I’ll have to explain to her wh I was moaning his highness name. I didn’t think I could come up with whatever lie that she would believe she wasn’t going to be sold for it. Not especially when she had a ma

Triss.The realization stunned me so much that I didn’t know that I was frozen on the spot. I stared at the paper and I squeezed it unconsciously. Triss had someone find her way to the Berg Kingdom. Couldn’t believe my eyes. I opened the crumpled paper again and stared at it and the handwriting stared back at me.It hadn’t changed and I knew that I wasn’t wrong. It was Triss’s handwriting. I started walking towards the palace, my heart beating in my chest. Just a few minutes ago, I was thinking that the Berg kingdom was imprentable and yet Triss had done so effortlessly. I didn’t know how long it had taken her to find me or to find someone who would deliver the information to me. I wondered if the person who had squeezed the paper into my hands knew what was in it.Triss.My younger sister had shown her ability again. She had show how stellar of a princess she was. I headed to the medicine room instead of the room because I could hear Serena’s and Julianna’s voices in the room. They

I had told myself that I had made a decision but deep down I knew that I hadn’t but the greater part of me knew that Triss was right. I had to leave, this wasn’t my home and leaving with all of the Berg’s kingdom’s secrets with my head raised high was the best form of revenge that I could do r have but as I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling, I was conflicted and the fact that I was conflicted further even annoyed me more. How could I be conflicted?This was a matter between staying in an enemy kingdom because someone I claimed to love who clearly didn’t love me back was here and saving my people. How could I be conf;icted on what to do?I shut my eyes taking deep breaths over and over again. Seeing Triss had brought the feeling of home back and I missed home. Her words rushed into my head and a small smile slowly formed on my face.Uncle Stefan.My favourite uncle in the whole world. He was one of the few people in the royal family that I was close to and one of the few people

It took one conversation for me and Jonathan to get back on friendly terms with each other. And just like that, we were back to before where we talked like friends and even joked together. My radiance was slowly crawling up my face and it was so funny and interesting to see another side of Jonathan. A side that not a lot of his people had seen or will even see. I know that he cared for me, even though it was just a little bit, it showed in his everyday life and how he treated me and I knew that he wasn’t lying when he said that he hated me.We had gone past that.But I hadn’t. I was yet to go past that. The truth was there and so was the reality. I still remembered what Juniper had told me about his parents, how they had died one after the other and how Jonathan had locked himself up with their corpses for two weeks straight. He was still a very young boy back then and I wondered how the young boy would have felt seeing his parents die and all of his emotions, how it would have been