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Timothy exhaled I slowly went over to his wine booth and grabbed a bottle of Hennessy."Timothy please drop that, I need everyone in thei clear minds",Asher said."I'm gonna be fucken suicidal if I stay sober for another minute", he said pouring himself a glass of wine."So basically, our entire lives has been a lie?", I asked, calmly.They couldn't reply."Ok, this brings out down to our last most important question, where Is my brother?", Asher asked.Belinda shrugged, "I don't know honestly it was a long time ago and I can't really remember. I think we gave it to this woman, I'm not sure, or...I don't know"."So none of you took him?", he asked."I'm not sure"."Because Veronica is telling me that there's a possiblity that Sebastian might be my brother", I said.They looked at each other and then looked back at us."We honestly can't tell, I don't remember taking him, so... but it's possible.. I don't, I don't know ".That knot in my stomach double knotted."Please just tell me som

SEBASTIAN **It was the craziest month I've had, and it's going to be so hard to recover from all of this.A few month ago, I finally reunited with the love of my life , we got back together, last month he proposed and now we might just be siblings. My life is so fucked. So this is it? this is the little game fate has been playing on me? this was what he was preparing me for? this was why it was giving me enough time to be happy, have fun and enjoy the little moment of peace, it was preparing me for the worse phase of my life.I had to force myself to work today, because I haven't been there in a long time and plus I needed something to keep me from being suicidal.Everyone saw right through me, it wasn't even something I could hide, they knew I was going through the worse phase of my life and it was eating me.I wasn't crashing out and putting my frustration on them like I use to, I was just lost and kept zoning out.I heard them start speculating rumors that they think it's becau

SEBASTIAN ***We got our samples and we gave it to Timothy to get it to the hospital. They told us it'll be ready in 2 day's, on Sunday.I decided to reach out to Anthony, see how he was doing. I was so proud of him for not falling back into his old habits, whatever charm his girlfriend was using on him was pretty strong I might even beg her to do the same on me because I needed it like crazy.I was loosing my mind slowly and at this point I had to beg God that if he was real and up there that the result be negative, because I don't think im going to recover from this."Apart from the fact that, you might be Asher's biological brother, do you think what mom did was wrong?", Anthony asked me.I shrugged, "I don't know", I whispered."I mean let's be honest with ourselves, she had a terrible childhood and, she should have suffered the consequences of her actions and all, but she decided to use an easy ticket by marrying rich. But if she never abducted you, you wouldn't have this life

ASHER **I lied,I wasn't going back to San Diego, I went to crash out in my mother's grave.At this point I started blaming her, why didn't she tell me sooner that I had a brother out there? why? and then I started blaming myself? because why am I so unfortunate?Why didn't I just never meet Sebastian? why did I have to work for Veronica, why did I have to confront her about her cheating habit? why did I find out it was him? of all places in the world he had to be there? why him?Why did we end up together? why did we fall for each other? why wasn't he just mu boss and nothing more?Why did I find him attractive?? was it the sibling bond I was feeling and mistook it for actual feelings? what if this attraction that we've been feeling and has been haunting us for years wasn't anything romantic but a sibling bond?I have kissed, sucked, and fucked my blood brother?!!! I feel disgusted at myself, and I have every reason to end my life here right now and right now and let them bury me i

SEBASTIAN * * Carla called me this morning, she was crying, she said she's freaking out, she hasn't been able to reach out to Timothy, the last time they spoke over the phone, he was telling her that he's going to kill himself and that l a reason. and now she cannot reach out to him for any reason. Now, Carla doesn't know anything about all this shit that has been happening, I've asked Timothy to tell her countless times but he has refused, he's saying that he doesn't want her to be trapped in his unexplainable scary life, he's saying that she's not strong enough to hear all of it, plus he's not ready. and I can't force him to tell her because she's old enough to make his decisions, if he thinks Carla shouldn't know then she shouldn't. Carla said she even reached out to Belinda asking if she knew about his what about, Belinda obviously knew nothing about it. I started to get worried when he too was avoiding me or ignoring me I don't know which one he's doing because he's not