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Author: Ceejhay Jones
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We went upstairs to the balcony and sat there for minutes in total silence, not saying anything at all.

"New habit?", I asked breaking the silence referring to the cigarette in his hand.

"We learn new things everyday", he replied. Then he threw it to the ground and stepped on it.

Then he turned to look at me, his eyes were dark, like he hadn't slept in days.

"How have you been?", he asked.

I shrugged, "Alive", I replied.

He nodded, "Very valid and most realistic answer I've gotten", he said.

"I mean who wouldn't want to be dead at the point" , I mumbled.

"Honestly I feel the need to switch places with my mother, a couple of weeks wouldn't be so bad... a year maybe... eternity too".

We fell silent again.

"What do you think Is going to happen after tomorrow?", I asked calmly.

He was quiet, I noticed his hands were shaking.

"Asher?", I called, he didn't reply, he just closed his eyes.

I stood up and went to kneel in front of him.

"Are you okay?".

His eyes were tearing up.

He shook his he
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Michelle Sadongo
Please update the suspense is killing us
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cynthia amunga
the suspense is too much
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Georgina Soirez Salazar
Crying like a baby .... This can’t be happening to them … please don’t let it be so...
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