Semua Bab Alpha’s Unwanted Mate: Bab 21 - Bab 30

"You lie to me all the time and I fucking can't stand it anymore, I’m sick of this shit," Eros blurts out, completely misundersting what I meant about not acting like a kid, "So, fuck you, dad. I'm going to run away."Elio’s calm exterior turns incredibly tense and his dark energy starts to fill the room. I need to fix this. "No, you won’t," I growl, annoyed at him for putting me in this position with my boss. And annoyed at my wolf for forcing me to do this because he NEEDS to see this loser happy, "Sir, Eros has been talking about needing a change of scenery for a while. I know things are rocky right now and even though I know for a fact I wouldn't let anything bad happen to him, I also understand why you don't want to risk your Birdie.” "So, what's your proposal, Saint Claude? Because I'm not letting him out. And if he tries to run away, I'll just capture him again and up the security," he says, making Eros all agitated again. Dear god, "And I will consider that your fault, sinc

I stay in place after his dramatic departure, trying to understand why I felt such a rush when he was so close to me. And why I felt so annoyed about him leaving like that. I really hate how I can never reach a single conclusion with this guy, I only get more confused. More questions, never a single answer. Saint Bernard is absolutely, one hundred percent hiding something, there's no way he knows so much about me just 'psychoanalizing me'. What if he's a stalker? What if he's... like... an FBI agent? My dad doesn't seem to give a shit about a possibility like that, but I just can't ignore how weird everything about him is. But… let’s be honest, his eyes are insanely blue. They’re way too cute for a man. And his moles are... cute, as well. And his body is so literally prefect, it looks fake. He's strong as fuck, he's good at everything and he always knows things nobody should know. I don't know what he's hiding, but I will find out. And once I’ve done that, I will focus on explo

{ Saint } I hate my wolf, officially. Eros was right, I didn't like that girl that was all over me earlier and, to be completely honest, I don't like any of the girls here. And yeah, human girls aren’t as attractive as werewolf girls at all, but I don't think it has anything to do with that, it has everything to do with my wolf. He only wants one person. Eros swims to my side and tries to push me away from the girl, but I simply ignore him. "You want me to get you a drink, gorgeous?" I ask Lindsay, forcing a flirty tone only because I want to ruin Eros's night. If I can't get it up for anyone else, he won't either. I'll stop him, it's only fair. "Uhm, yes, please," she murmurs, looking from me to Eros with a deer-in-headlights stare. She truly looks just like Eros with pale pink hair and wide light eyes, she even has some tattoos in the same style as him.Technically speaking, she's the girl I could trick my wolf into wanting. And I will try, but deep down I know he won

{ Eros } I stand up when I start to feel way too agitated and anxious. Lindsay tries to get up too as if she wants to follow me, but I shake my head. "I'll be back in a second, I just want to use the bathroom," I say, moving away before I snap at her undeservingly. I don't even know why I feel so annoyed, I just know I want to do something. My anxiety often manifests in the need to do something impulsive and irrational. Alex, my therapist, says that I do it as an attempt to change the situation that's making me so anxious and turn it into something else entirely. I think he's right. Still, I haven’t learned how to control myself. So, I walk to the bathroom and I knock on the door. I know it's occupied. I know there's another bathroom five steps away, I don't care. "Occupied," the girl says from inside and then she giggles. I want to grab the handle and just open it already so I can catch them in the act, but that makes no fucking sense. Nothing I do ever makes sense, but this i

{ Saint } If anyone told me just one month ago that I would have to offer a girl ten thousand dollars to have a threesome with me and my fated mate, I would've said: FUCK THAT. Because fuck that so much. My hard earned money shouldn't go to a random woman. Even though I'm not poor anymore and soon I won't even remember those ten thousand I wired to Lindsay. It's the principle. I DON'T want a threesome with another guy. I DON'T want to give money to anyone. I DON'T want my life to be consumed by Eros Fucking Angelou, but I have no other choice. Dollerina Esposito is a bigger threat than I first imagined. For some stupid fucking reason, Eros is tethered to her in an obsessive way. Almost as much as he’ll be with me soon.The push and pull between them is getting in my way. Not because I personally give a shit about Eros's decisions... but because my wolf very much does. And if I didn't offer Eros a threesome, he would've asked Dollerina to come here and he would've fucked h