"I'm really sorry, Saint," I whisper and hold him harder when he sobs again. My heart is breaking all over again, seeing him cry like this. So raw and real, as if... as if he actually just lost his son, "What can I do?" That was a dumb question to ask, I can recognize that. "Come back home with me. Forgive me," he says immediately, but then he squeezes his eyes shut again, letting even more tears out, "No, no, even then you don't want Timmy. Why? What changed?" "What? I..." I swallow, trying to get myself free from him and failing. I hate how familiar it feels to be this close, to talk like this, nose to nose, like we used to when we talked in bed, "I lost you. You made me believe I'd have you forever and you just ended it. So hard, so fast, it felt like death. I can't handle death, Saint. You should know that." "I do know that, I know everything about you," he whispers, those blue eyes so sad, "But it can't be that bad, you never even cried. You didn't care that much." I sc
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