Semua Bab The Sorrow of Being with his Arms: Bab 11 - Bab 12

I looked at him again, It was so weurd question but I still answered."Of course, You did it so definitely you need to be responsible for that." I answered back and hug him again."Why would you do that, would you never be hurt because of that?" he asked me again."Of course Iam, but It was a baby already I don't want him/her to grow up without any father. I know how it feels so I don't want him/her to experience that even though it would hurt me because I will give you to them." this is my answer and afterwards a long silent occupies the whole room. "I'm sorry Eila, I impregnated someone"I was still hugging him when I heard this, I felt like a thousand of daggers stabbed me multiple times, I found hand loosing a grip on my hug that is really tight earlier. I sat up and look at him, I know that my tears might be flowing continuously right now. I cannot even see him because of my blurry vision. I was not crying there's no sobs coming to my mouth it was just my tears are keep on flo