All Chapters of Ruin Me: Falling for My Best Friend’s Fiancée: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

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Forty One-The Making of Killian Crist

Killian's POV Killian – Age 14 I hate people. I hate parties. But apparently, hating things doesn’t mean you get to avoid them.....not when you’re next in line to be the Godfather of Italy. I was supposed to “socialize” today. “Get involved more,” they said, But I don't really care about what other people think. So here I am, hiding upstairs while my kid brother floats around in a pool on a giant banana to celebrate his tenth birthday. I managed to leave before anyone noticed. I came up here to finish a sketch I started this morning. One of the few things that clears my head. I was almost done but a knock on the door interrupted me, not just any knock—her knock. I sigh, pulling the door open sure enough, my mother’s standing there arms crossed..She looks a bit pissed “What are you doing up here?” she asks, trying to sound casual. “Come on, Jeremy doesn’t want to cut his cake without you. And your father ,he wants to introduce you to some people. Plus…” She tra

Last Updated : 2025-05-19

Forty two-Drumsticks and Devils

Alessandra / Killian Alessandra's POV - present time. “"Hi, guys," I say with a soft smile as Stella and the girls start coming in, one after the other. They each lean in, kissing my cheek like it’s routine, then they drift deeper into the room, already chatting among themselves. "We brought you food," Vivian says, holding up the bag like a gift. The last person steps forward, and instead of a kiss, he offers his hand. I blink at it, confused. Then I look up.....Luke. If Luke is here… Is he? My eyes immediately go to the door, stupidly hopeful, stupidly tense. But it doesn’t open. Nothing. And my chest sinks. Call me crazy, but I remember him. Cleaning me, begging me to come back, like I was someone he couldn’t lose But I must’ve imagined it just my mind playing tricks while I was under. He made it clear......he sees me as nothing more than a Slut. And now he’s probably with Lia and me? I told him I was in danger, begged him, and he was… too busy. Too busy to h

Last Updated : 2025-05-20

Forty three- You won't be wearing his ring

Killian’s POV . I finally opened the door, Luna’s bark cut through the room instantly. She darts toward me, making excited loops around my legs. At least someone’s still happy to see me. My eyes find her—Alessandra. She’s curled on her side, blanket drawn high, hair tousled like she’s been wrestling sleep. Her eyes are open, barely, pupils sluggish from the meds. She blinks at me slow and confused like she’s not sure I’m real. When I walk towards her, her eyes sharpen as much as they can,recognition flickers. She shifts slightly but not toward me......away from me It’s subtle. But I caught it. A chill slides down my spine. She doesn’t talk to me though just looking,goosebumps spread all over her Skin as I step into her space. I crouched slowly, reaching for her arm. My fingers grazed her skin barely a touch but she shuddered her Breath hitching. "I'm... I'm not speaking to you," she mumbles, voice drowsy but stubborn. The corner of my mouth lifts. Whatever they gave

Last Updated : 2025-05-20

Forty four -All That’s Left is Rage

Alessandra. I’d been itching to leave the hospital. I stayed an extra week after the girls visited, mostly because they wanted me to , Uncle wanted me to stay at his place afterward, but I turned him down. After what happened with Attorney Chen he went back to Australia with Liam. Shockingly, Jeremy asked if I wanted to stay at his place. I didn’t even have time to say no before he blurted out another option....Killian’s. Well… mostly because I kind of redecorated the place and the greenhouse was finally finished. That offer, I accepted. When Jeremy and I returned, he dropped me off and stayed a few days.....mostly because that asshole wasn’t around. I still haven’t seen him, It’s been almost a month. Joyce and Jeremy have been coming over a lot for wedding planning which by the way, has turned into chaos because now we’re also juggling the engagement party. So that’s been my week. Right now, I’m in the greenhouse covering the sunflower seeds I buried with rose seeds .....t

Last Updated : 2025-05-21

Forty Five - Dominance and Detachment

Alessandra's POV His jaw is locked tight, his eyes neutral like his taking a walk in the park, but still twitching. “Alessandra,” he says, voice flat, dead. “Never—ever—do that again?" I let out a bitter laugh. “Why? You’ll kill me?” My voice cracks. “Go ahead. That’s the one thing you’re good at.” I shove at him—hard—but it’s like pushing a mountain. He doesn’t budge. He just keeps looking at me, expression unreadable. “What?” I spit. “You want to bend me over? Go at it? Then get the hell away from me?” I meet his eyes and something inside me finally breaks and I feel the tears running down my face. He doesn’t move. I fumble at the button of my jeans with one hand. “Get it over with,” I whisper, my voice barely a breath. “Isn’t that how this works?” My fingers shake too much to get a grip. I drop my head to unlock my jeans trying to focus, but I can’t. my vision blurs and suddenly I’m letting out a broken laugh the sound jagged and raw as it tumbles into a sob. “I

Last Updated : 2025-05-22

Forty Six - K

Killian's POV I'm staring at a blank canvas. I've tried for the past hour to steady my hand but it's not working, every time I think I’ve got it, the tremor kicks in , like my own body is laughing at me. I drop the brush again. It clatters against the floor. I don’t pick it up. After what happened , I’m on edge. Scratch that—I’m boiling under my skin. Alessandra made a fucking show today. She wanted a reaction: everything about her was bait from the way she moved, to the way she smiled a little too sweetly at Jeremy. I saw through it. It took everything in me to keep my face neutral. But my eyes? Those fucking betray me every time. Holding it back felt like lava was slowly poured down my throat while I watched her melt against Jeremy and of course, Jeremy—having feelings for her —went with it. And then she kissed him. She kissed him. The moment they left, I didn’t even think. Just grabbed the laptop and sent it flying into the wall. Growing up, when thing

Last Updated : 2025-05-23

Forty seven -Russian Roulette

Alessandra's POV. I really need to have a conversation with Jeremy and his kisses. Who am I kidding? If I try to stop him now, I’ll just get myself in trouble We spent the whole day at the clubhouse with Joyce, obsessing over color palettes and wedding card fonts. Well—Joyce obsessed. I just nodded and agreed to whatever she said. Jeremy chimed in here and there, looking way too comfortable for someone who should be pretending to be in love and civil. When we were done, I slipped away to the bathroom and came back to tell Jermey about the couple I’d caught practically devouring each other inside—and that’s when it happened. He kissed me. Mid-sentence. Full tongue. No warning. And the worst part? It’s my fault. I started it this morning trying to get a reaction out of Killian. Which, surprise, failed but Jeremy saw it for something else. I made a move and now he thinks it's a green light, he was being extremely touchy all day . But still—Killian’s not the only one

Last Updated : 2025-05-24

Forty -Eight - But I don't want to die

Author’s Note: Content Warning. This chapter and the next contain dark, potentially triggering content, Please read with care and know your limits. This is a dark romance after all.For those who stay....you’ve been warned. And if you can stomach it, I promise you it'll be worth it as always ~~~~~~~ Alessandra's POV. My eyes widened at his words....He was joking He had to be joking Maybe he wanted me to laugh first maybe this was some messed-up test and I was supposed to play along. But one glance at his face killed the thought. He was serious. “We’re going to answer three questions each,” he said, voice stripped of emotion. “As you can see, I already used one bullet, all we have left is one… Whoever answers… gets shot. Don’t answer… you still get shot.” He paused. Looked right at me, like he was trying to read what part of me would break first. “It might be the last thing we say to each other” he added. “Don’t let your last words be a lie.” His tone didn’t shi

Last Updated : 2025-05-25

Forty nine - Dead

Alessandra's POV. I braced for the pain.....for the darkness that never came. Instead, there was just breath in my lungs and the sound of my own racing heart. I opened my eyes, still blinking back the haze. “Well, since you didn’t answer,” he said, stepping in closer “this is my last one.” Panic hit hard. We both had one question left… One bullet. If I could end this....if I could just get away....we’d both live. There had to be a way out. I aimed my knee at his groin, but it was useless. He trapped my legs, held me there like I was nothing more than a puzzle he was almost finished solving. How the hell did I even end up on his radar? Then he reached under my dress. My eyes widened in disbelief as I felt the cold press of the gun between my thighs again. No threat could’ve been more deliberate. “You have scars on your back" he said. “How did they get there?” My breath caught in my throat. “Accident ” I managed. “That’s not exactly an answer.” “It was an acc

Last Updated : 2025-05-25

Fifty - Let's just call it foreplay.

Alessandra's POV I waited. For something…anything. But nothing happened. I turned to him, my heart knocking in my chest. He was staring at me. Not smug. Not smiling. Just... watching. Then, without a word, he let go of my throat. Took my hand, placed the gun in my palm and then he walked away. Just like that…..Like he hadn’t spent the last ten minutes holding me hostage in my own skin. But I heard it...... I know I did. The click. The sound. The gun went off. So why—? I opened the chamber with trembling hands, expecting blood ,smoke…..anything. But it was empty. It was fucking empty. The gun had been empty the whole time. My jaw dropped. I stared at it, then at his retreating form and something inside me snapped. Forget panic. Forget tears. His stupid, reckless, manipulative ass…. I was going to kill him myself. I threw the gun at his retreating form but it the wall instead I walked into the kitchen and found him having a glass of water. Li

Last Updated : 2025-05-26

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