Semua Bab Forbidden desires: In love with my brother's best friend : Bab 51 - Bab 60

Josh's POV I sat, lost in my thoughts after Max had stormed off after giving what he termed a warning to me, I knew it was left to me as well on what I intended to do and even at that, I was lost. Not just at the fact that I didn't know how to bring this up with my father, but because I had lost Lina. I would have loved it if I had a chance at this, but there wasn't anything that I could think about, and I was blank. Driving down back home had taken so much more than I had hoped, it had taken contemplation and a lot of what it really necessary? But on the second part where I knew I had to be there for my mum, I was left with no other choice than to do what Max had advised. I really hoped my father would be able to act better than he always had, I had myself geared up for what was going to happen when I stepped in, I knew the words by heart when I got into the pack but when I had stepped out of my car, I couldn't recall a thing anymore, it seemed to have left my head in an instan

I guess your daughter choosing her friend over you didn't really work out well, and that was what had happened. Luna Gregory could not believe that she was sidelined, and instead of her, Emma was the one who was supposed to be here. She couldn't imagine that. She couldn't get what had happened the last time off her head, and even at that she somehow knew that it wouldn't repeat itself anymore. They decided to hand over her phones to her which to her was an improvement, getting Josh out of her system was going to take some time but she was willing to risk that, there was nothing wrong in preventing her daughter from being with him, especially when he wasn't her mate. They were running out of time and it was the least they could do, they didn't have the time for frivolous affairs or love. Now, all they were concerned about was getting her mate and then getting the elders off their back, the pack elders could be obstinate when they wanted to, leaving them with no choice than to go a

Samantha watched as he stormed off, running her tongue on her lips. “ Fuck.” She cursed, peeling off the glasses she had on her face. Why was it that he had to come over just to spoil the perfect day she was having? She had been basking and he was the last person she wanted here, fine, it would be of some advantage if somehow it turned out that he had fallen in love with her, but now that it seemed like she had no chance, what was she going to do? Except to focus on what she had planned from the onset. She had no time to waste anymore. She had to do whatever she could to introduce her son soon, she had to find the perfect opportunity, fine, he wouldn't accept him, but Darren was his and that was all that matters, she wasn't going to listen to whatever he just said as that was trash. Darren was always going to be his son, and that wasn't about to change soon. She threw her eyes at the window while hoping that he didn't listen to the conversation they just had, she didn't want his

Josh's POV Fuck it, I had chickened out. I knew I was here to see her, but I didn't expect that she would see me. I had believed Emma when she told me she was sparring already and all I wanted to do was watch her, that would be enough for me so when I heard her footsteps racing in, I knew before she could show up, that she was the one. Her scent had wafted into my nostrils before her presence and I had my fist clenched as I battled within myself not to gaze at her, not to take a look at her because it would break me even further. I wanted her, I wanted to touch her, feel her, run my thumb on her lips, let her know she was the best thing that happened to me but I held myself back because we didn't have that leisure, I didn't have that leisure. When my name had danced out of her lips, I stood transfixed to the spot, rooted as I tried not to show how much effect she had on me, before walking away. I could see her, tell she was glancing at me, her heart shredding into tiny bits as s

Josh's POV My hands slammed against the hard brittle wood while I peered at her, the moonlight dancing over us in its full bloom, I swallowed, my lips parted while I tried to mutter out the words when it slammed me, so hard that I was forced to take a step backwards. “ Mate,” it chimed through me, so hard as I felt it clicked, felt it bond between us. My eyes dilated before I swallowed, trying to hide the joy I felt when her hands tried to shove me off. “ Fuck off,” she pushed me away, barely able to make me move,I fixated my gaze on her, wanting to be sure that I wasn't being played for a fool, not wanting to believe as well that there was no way she hadn't heard that, felt that. But what if she had and she thought it wise to brush it off? Because I wasn't worth it? I swallowed, a hard lump formed as my thoughts spiraled into even more crashing and haunting ones.I shifted, not wanting her to see the despair in my face, to feel it in the slightest way. “What exactly do you think