Semua Bab Forbidden desires: In love with my brother's best friend : Bab 141 - Bab 150

Max's POV “You have lost her already.” Josh whispered to me while we sat across from each other, with our eyes gazing at each other. My hands clenched tightly at his words. Not wanting to believe that he meant that. “Josh,” “I have to admit it, Max.” He began. “I will explain, and I will always take your side, but it's simple, and we both know that what I have just said is the truth and nothing but the truth.”I chewed on my lips at his words, at how they penetrated every single place I didn't want them to go in, but there was nothing I could do. I knew he was saying the truth, but he was doing so in a cruel manner without thinking about my feelings. Wasn't it funny? That it turns out that the one who has always loved being talked to frankly suddenly seemed to have a problem with it when it seems his feelings were being poked? “Why are you saying that?” I questioned.It wasn't going to be easy giving up on her, especially after all that I had planned out, which included having h

Emma's POV I knew that there was no way I was going to let him come with me. I just couldn't let it happen, even when his words showed how supportive he was and he was ready to do everything just to make certain that I was calm and I wouldn't stress myself out. I declined his help, deciding to go with Lina instead. “I will place a call across to you.” His fingers were laced around mine before he let them go.I sauntered out, trying everything not to break down as I did that. I couldn't let them see me as a weakling, couldn't let him think that something was wrong, and as such, I would be an easy pushover. Gosh, why was I thinking so much? Why was it that I couldn't just make a stance and stick to it? Josh was waiting outside, and it seemed he must have asked Max for his car because he was nowhere to be found, which I actually appreciated because the last thing I wanted right now was to compound things and make it seem like I wanted him there when I didn't. I didn't want Edward ov

Emma's POV I sauntered into his arms while letting the tears down while he had his hands on my back, my hands squeezed around the white shirt he had on, one that clung to his body. I dragged in a breath, thinking of how to stop, but I just couldn't when my eyes settled on him when he ran a hand on my back before staring at me. “How are you feeling now?” I sniffed in, wanting to accept the handkerchief that he had in his hands when he shook his head as he ran it on my face instead. I let out a little smile at him as he stretched out his hands to run them on my cheek when I heard footsteps behind me. “Emma?” My father called out.“Do you want to talk to him?” Edward questioned, gauging my face for an answer when I shook my head, letting him know that I didn't want to. I was better off without him coming close to me at this point. “So I should ask him to back off?”“I don't just want to think about him right now.” I pouted when he pulled the door open, making sure I was fine insid

Emma's POV Clothes, check, hair, perfect, shoes, and sandals just right. But I had taken in deep breaths countless times that it felt like something was off, but I tried not to make it seem that way so Edward wouldn't sense it even when I knew the thought of that happening was higher than I could imagine because I was just like a plain sheet when it came to him, not that I was complaining at this point. A tap at the door had me flicking my head to it, no not a tap, but a beep at the door. My hands relaxed on my heart as I waited for him to step in which I knew he would do soon enough. I gulped in my spittle, trying not to show how startled I was at that when he stepped in, his eyes fixated on me. “ You look gorgeous.” He rasped out before edging closer as he ran his eyes over me and heavens know he had such beautiful eyes that staring into them forever didn't feel so bad. I was so sure I would get myself lost in them. They were so beautiful. His eyes ran through me, each licking

Max's POV I wasn't a fan of travelling, especially when it was to places that I had no idea about but when Emerald had walked in, insisting that I come with her, I had tried everything not to do so. Foremost, I had no idea about where it was, and my mother wouldn't be that pleased that I was there when I hadn't talked about it with her, so I threw that off my shoulders. Staying with Josh and Lina was sickening because they seemed to be in their world, lost in it and most times I had turned out to be an intruder, so I knew what to do and what not to do. I was intelligent enough not to push beyond my limits, so I had made my way home. I gulped in, staring at the room beside me one last time before I stepped in. I had finally gotten rid of her, and that was what I had thought until I heard a tap on the door hours later. I had thought it was Lina and Josh since they are using the spare for now until they found somewhere else to live at which I had no problem about since I would be a