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In motion

Samantha wasn't expecting that and she was glad that he had left, she should have known that Ethan was always going to be careless, it wasn't what she wanted, she had thought of an heroic coming that would leave everyone of them shattered, but it seems she didn't do enough work or she had hoped for too much. " That's him, Josh in the flesh." Darren said while he watched them drive off. He couldn't fix his hand on the expression he had felt when he saw him,he knew that he was his step brother and that was it, but he didn't know what to do. From the start,he had been made to know he was here for revenge and nothing else, and that was all he had fixated his mind on, but then for the first time,he thought that maybe it wasn't a bad idea to have him in his mind, but he shook that off, knowing it was a bad idea and he had to get that off. " You know I have always wanted to see him. I mean, Ethan has always talked highly about him, talking about how he was grooming him to take over the p

Ever again

Josh's POV Last night was a hell for me but somehow I had picked myself up because it was the least that I could do. There was nothing coming out of laying down there, lost in my thought when I was supposed to be in school, getting the necessary documents I needed. Pushing myself off the bed, I went through the ritual of taking my bath before picking up a beige pant and a black long sleeve top. I could see it, the dark circles which caressed my eyes, which settled so deep that it had me thinking about what to do? My mind flashed back home but I knew there was no way I would be going back soon. I couldn't stand and watch my father lie to not just my face but my mum as well, doing that to me was okay, but my mum was out of it. Tapping on the button which had the engine revving, I slipped into the car, grateful I had gotten a chauffeur to bring it back. Stepping on the gas while I made my way to school, the one reason why I needed to be here was Lina. I knew she would be vexed and

Detoxify

Lina’s POV The glances I could deal with, the look on everyone's face, I could take that, but the only thing I couldn't take was my brother acting that way toward Josh. it wasn't even his fault in the first place, not that he would ever be willing to listen to me but if he did, I was ready to let him know that it was none of his fault and he could have done better than hurt him that way. Emma rushed over, stopping just in front of me. “ What is going on? Who did this?”“ I don't know.”“ Who else knows about you guys?”“ Emily, maybe, but would she do this?”Whoever did this had to be there from the onset, there was no picture from the house, yes, but there were others from the beach, every single photo taken was at a close range and it showed just well what exactly we were doing, it wasn't like I did anything bad. All I did was fall in love with the one person I wasn't supposed to be in love with and it was none of my fault, I was an adult and I could make decisions for myself.

A mask

Josh's POV A pang of pain shot through me while I was all alone, it wasn't like I did something so bad that couldn't be forgiven, I knew that this feelings I was having were out of it, hell, I knew I wasn't even supposed to but it wasn't like I could go on with that. When I needed her, I needed her, there was no two ways about it, she was the only one who made my life make sense, the one I needed to be with every single time and who would calm me down at the moment.It seems everything was spiraling out, from Lina to Max, and our relationships, it just felt odd that I had been left all alone to bear this. Max had been deadly serious with what he said before he left, I could tell, I had seen the pain in him when he said that, and I knew it had taken so much of him to say that, to cut off the friendship we had, it had broken him to do so. I knew he felt sorry that he had done that especially when he knew what I was going through, but I understood every single thing, the reason why h

less guilty

Lina's POV Being grounded sounds so off that I didn't know what to say to anyone, I was so mad at every single one of them including my mother who obviously had been telling a lie because if she wasn't, then she wouldn't have changed so fast. She had stunned me because a minute, she had been talking about how Josh was the perfect one for me and how she would have loved it of he ended up with me, and now, I was being grounded for being with the same person who she had always wanted me with me I needed it to make n some sense because it didn't at all. Being home schooled was worse, I mean, I wasn't even paying any attention to whatever the tutor was saying as long as she did whatever it was she wanted, she would be getting paid so that counted as well. She was glad to leave my presence because obviously she would prefer to be in someone else's who didn't seem to be brooding than mine and it was painful to listen to every sigh of relief she made at the end before she walked away, shu

Worried

Max knew he had messed things up, he knew Josh needed him at the moment but he couldn't, there were times when he had to consider himself, his feelings and this was one of those many times where he had to consider himself and his family. Lina was off limits and that was what he had pointed out to Josh countless times, he had been lied to and that was what hurt him most even more. He knew he had to let Josh go, that was the only way for him to show how aggrieved he was even when he hated himself for doing so. When he stepped out of the boxing ring, the hallowed space in him deepened, he knew what that was, he missed Josh but even at that, he couldn't go back on his word. He knew he had been rash but what was he to do? He seemed to be doing what anyone in his shoes will do, and that was when it had to do with his sister. Pushing him off his mind, he drove back home thinking of how he would be feeling at the moment and if he had talked to his dad. Finding out that he had a step sib

Bony frame

Josh's POV The days turned by at a pace so slow when one grieved that I didn't know why it was the first time I was taking note of that. It was painstakingly slow and it was so tiring as well when I had my phone by my side which I kept staring at, hoping that miraculously it would get a call from her. I had seen numerous calls, from every single one my mother, my father, but none from her and so I decided not to pick them up unless she called. That was what I was going to do, wait until she called but she wasn't doing that, and my heart twisted so hard that it felt like my heart was being wretched. Like every single thing was against me. Could it be from all of those times when I had played all of those girls? Is this the punishment I get for that? If it was the punishment, was this how it was all the time? The pain I had made them feel? Does it have to be this bad?I shouldn't have done that then if this was it, they didn't deserve me doing any of these to them. I thought that

Plying talks

Lina’s POV Getting Emma to come over was the one thing I hadn't thought I needed but she was here and it had me grinning, it was finally a means to see Josh, that was the only thing I could think about. It had been days and so far it was stretching over to a week, but even at that, the love had grown stronger. I wanted to see him, touch him, know how he was doing, and know if he missed me the same way that I did as well. I needed to know if my thoughts were all he was thinking about the same way mine was filled with him. I wanted to touch him, have him kiss me. I have missed everything about him so when Emma came over deciding to visit me, I knew that was the opportunity I needed and I grabbed it. Standing up to my feet, I pushed the door open, my face lighting up with a smile when she walked in, her face suspicious because I seemed too happy to see her. “ You came at the right time.” I said to her, “I was thinking about you and I was wondering if you will ever come to visit.”“

A fool for wanting more

Josh's POV I had been close by, sitting on the couch at the beach while reminiscing the moment we spent together when I got the beep, someone had stepped in and there was only one person who I knew could step into the house, so I ran, I ran so fast that I had panted when I pulled the door open. I was glad to see her, fuck that, I was happy to see her, to know that she had taken such extreme measures to meet with me, it was everything that I had wanted, but I knew there was no way this would continue, not just for her, but for me as well. My mother needed me, I didn't know what was wrong with her, I couldn't say, but I knew she needed me in her life so I had to buckle up, and when she said it, that she had loved me, I knew that there was no way I could keep her. Fuck it, it was all I wanted, I have wanted, it was also the reason why I proposed this in the first place, but with what happened in the past few days, I knew that there was no way I could keep her. Anyone but her, even w

A diamond

Lina’s POV I broke into a race, not caring about him as he called out to me.I didn't care that he had something else he wanted to talk to me about or that I wasn't supposed to be out alone, there was hardly any car in here, and the only way to get out was his car, but even at that, I was ready to walk rather than let him pick me up. I knew he was behind, I could hear his footsteps, each click sinking into my heart as he made his way to where I wasn't sure. Why was he being so caring when he didn't even love me? Why was he being so nice when he didn't care? Was it that I was so gullible?That I had hoped for too much, I knew that he had someone he loved, and that I was just supposed to enjoy the process, the one where I had him to myself, but what was wrong with me wanting more for myself? What was wrong with me needing more than just mere words even when he had done a little bit of action? I couldn't come to terms with the fact that I had been rejected. The first time I professe

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