Semua Bab Forbidden desires: In love with my brother's best friend : Bab 31 - Bab 40

Josh's POV How was I to explain the thoughts which spun in me when I saw her? The flawless look on her face when she saw me had me starstruck for a while. I wasn't expecting her to come as I had sent the same messages to her countless times letting her know I yearned for her, and would do everything to talk to her, but she hadn't responded. Color me shocked when I heard a car drive in, I had forced myself, not wanting to believe that she would be the one. There had to be someone else, but she was the only one who knew about this place. My hands rested by the side of her waist before peering around when she dug her teeth into her lips, her mind a bit hazed, as she asked again;“ What were you doing there last night, and what car were you in?” My mind was clogged while I tried to recall which exactly, being with her did that to me, made me forget every single thing I must have intended to say. “ Can we forget about that for now? There's something I think you should know.”She sat

Josh's POV “ Hey man,” it seemed like eternity since I had met Max, or boxed with him and I felt like I could have done that more often if I wasn't occupied with his sister. Lina had tried to get an answer out of me but I couldn't say it. She had left aggrieved but it was better than telling her about my feelings when I wasn't sure she was in love with me yet, that's what I wanted to do, planned to do.I needed her to fall hopelessly in love with me and then I would let her know she was the girl I have always been in love with, and asked her out formally while I hoped the answer would be positive. “ You are late, what exactly have you been up to?” He complained, sliding his hands into the gloves, before throwing a glance at me. “ I had something to do, how is it going with your stuff? Are you done yet?” “ I should be, what about you? You have to do that fast enough so we will be able to get a room, you know we agreed to stay together in college.”“ Yes, we did, but have you thoug

Josh's POV Lina with powers I could understand, but what was so hard for me to get was why exactly she would be hawked around like she was some good or something, I was so pissed that I had been at the arcade all day, shooting while conjuring the elder's faces in my mind. I knew it would be difficult to get out of an arrangement like that, but I had to think of a way. I needed to also know the outcome of what was said and to be able to do so, I had to be with Max later tonight but for now, all I had to do was blow off steam while thinking of how to get them out of this arrangement. I have lost time while shooting and when I was done, it was late. " Lina..." there was no way she was here, what was she doing here? When I noticed she had the necklace I had gotten her on, my rage cooled down, that showed she loved it. We are getting there, maybe to the point where she would fall in love with me soon, where she wouldn't be able to live without me, I could see it in her eyes, eyes spok

Max knew that he couldn't look beyond this anymore, not when he got another message which confirmed his suspicion and heightened it in the process. “ I am sure you aren't a fool” it read and he knew what it meant, he couldn't play fool anymore. He knew something was up between his sister and Josh and even when he didn't want to believe it, it was difficult not to do so. Not with Josh sudden over protective stance over Lina, he could take it that it was possible because of the fact that they were always used to getting men off and maybe somehow it got into his head and so, he continued doing the same thing over and over again. But wasn't it too much at this point? And he could recall telling him not to do that anymore, Darren was his choice, and Lina had screamed she had a boyfriend, why was the chance that the boyfriend she was talking about was Josh? And Josh, what was the chance that the girl he liked was Lina? He was confused and he needed answers. He needed someone to tell him

Josh's POV I shook my head, knowing there was no way I was going to believe it, but his word, the one where he had talked about taking everything from me, clicked back in, and it made sense now. It all did, why he was always on my heels, why he was close to Lina, it was all to take everything from me. " Fuck." I cursed, taking a step back wishing I hadn't done this in the first place, if my curiosity hadn't gotten the best of me and if I wasn't determined to find out what my father was hiding then I wouldn't have faced this. I wouldn't have found out the bitter truth that he was my half brother. " Take me back." I slipped into the car as I said to Max whose face was blank. He muffled out words before stepping on the gas as he drove away. My eyes glared at the cars which we passed in a glance, taking note of the fact that this was so much more messed up than I could imagine, and I didn't know what to say nor do. What was I going to do? Confront my father? For hurting my mum?My m