Lilith’s PovIt’s been… what, two? Three weeks?I’ve lost track.Here, in Killian’s house, the house he insists is ours—time feels like this strange loop. Every day merges into the next, like smudged paint on an overused canvas. The routine is always the same: eat, sleep, paint, stare at the ceiling, try to remember, try not to remember… repeat.I don’t consider this place home. Not yet. Maybe not ever. The walls are too clean, too white. The sheets too soft. The silence too polite. Home is supposed to hold warmth, memories, chaos. This house just holds me. Temporarily.I’ve been painting, though. A lot. Sometimes I don't even know what I'm painting until it’s done and I'm staring at it like, huh. Occasionally, something slips through—a color, a shape—that makes my chest ache with a memory I can’t quite touch. That’s when I stop, stand up, and leave.The gallery is another strange thing.Bianca says it’s mine. That I own it. That I built it. I go there now and then. Mostly to see her.
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