All Chapters of I was never Human: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

It's been two weeks since I woke up. Apparently, no one but close family, friends, and Dr. Mason and certain nurses are allowed to know I'm awake. I healed all at once the night I was attacked, and if people knew, I'd get hounded by them. Wolves don't heal at the rate I did, so there would be questions no one would be able to answer. My brother, grandparents, and friends have all come and checked in on me. They've been trying to keep me from being bored outta my mind, which I appreciate. I've been playing card and board games to pass the time. My body started to fill stiff, so I've been doing warm-ups, stretches, and the basics stances and forms from my martial arts studies. It's helped to keep me loose and to not feel so... bleh. I took a look at my hair the other day and was really sad to see how destroyed it was. I had my grandma come and trim it to even it out and ask if she could bring me my hair products from my room. My hair, which was once mid-back when straight, was at the ba

After Ava and I went back to the packhouse with the two dead bodies, we, of course, had to deal with his insufferable mother. Thankfully, Brandon knows Ava as this helpful person. Otherwise, he might've been more skeptical of her. I planned on using the vial Ava gave me when we were in the woods. It's nothing harmful. It just makes him succumb to my every want. When he fights against the brainwashing, it causes headaches. The more he fights, the worse they get. It usually isn't a problem, but since that treacherous woman's daughter came to live with us, it's like he's been having constant battles, fighting against my influence. I needed Ava here so that I could reup on the dose and maybe make it stronger. That night, I wanted to give him more, but he stayed with that eye sore the whole night. Honestly, she should just die. The Moon Goddess had to have made a mistake in making her at Chosen, if that's actually what she is. Everyone else seems certain. Maybe if she did die, my Sierra wo

I was furious!! I can't believe Brandon would actually agree to that nonsense Luna Lisa and that witch had said. Kwen is his daughter. Why in the world would he want to hide her and shun her away. I understand being afraid of losing her, so you'd want to minimize her interaction with people outside of the pack. But he's damn near sending her away, and when she's here, hiding her away. I don't fucking get it!He went through all that trouble to get her here. Now he's just cool with letting her leave and be abandoned like that?!No way. Ain't no fucking way!Once Luna Lisa banned me from training Kwen and Brandon dismissed us, I was quick to leave. I couldn't be around either of them."Bruce. BRUCE!"I heard from behind me, but I didn't dare stop. I kept moving through the hall quickly until I felt a hand hit my shoulder and flip me around. I came face to face with Luke and Jake. They both had a mixture of emotions on their faces."Whatever you're planning, don't even think it, man."J

Since I turned 15, I've been with Dr. Mason, learning about the biology of wolves and the things that affect them. Since I go to a human university, I have breaks during different times as they do. When I come home, I accompany doc to the elementary and high school. He rotates where to go every month unless there's a reason to show up to a specific school. I never go to university. Lisa thinks that's too much exposure. Thankfully, Doc and my grandparents were able to talk dad into allowing me this much. I've done everything he's asked of me... to a certain extent. Besides, I'm going to be a doctor, and I live amongst wolves. I should know how to treat them. So, since then, I've been tagging along with Dr. Mason to his monthly trips to whichever school he's visiting at the time. I love going to elementary school. The kids are pretty nice and curious. They're a lot more understanding than teenagers. I absolutely loathe going to the high school here. Fucking Sierra makes everything a tas

Haaaaaa... here we go with the bs again.Of course, by the time I got home, Lisa was already riled up. I stood there, irked by the situation. In Sierra fashion, she snitched to her lovely mother. As soon as I walked through the doors, I was escorted to my father's office by two guards who were complete assholes. They have that "humans are lesser than" mentality and it takes everything in me not to fuck them up. Once I'm there, of course my dad is there, sitting behind his desk, with little to no expression. If you haven't guess already, no. Are relationship hasn't gotten better. Its been worse. I feel like the older I get, the less he tries to even interact with me. At this point, why even have me here?Lisa was yamering on about respectability politics, optics, order and leadership. If I was to translate that bullshit to English, it would say: Don't embarrass Sierra, therefore embarrass me. You're nothing and should be seen as such. If someone is to hit you, let them. Especially high