Chapter 81: Can we get that dog now?Sierra's POV "Nikolai, you won't even look me in the eye!" I say, but it comes out as more of a shout and a cry. It hurts to see him so defeated about something but I also know that he is one of the most closed off people I have ever met yet the way he can't hold eye contact with me is stinging just a bit. Knowing that he has something to say, whether it be about us or something else and he won't tell me just heightens all of my insecurities and I very rarely have those anymore. "Because I can't!" That's all he says...or shouts but either way, the words are there. He 'Can't look at me'. My heart only breaks further. I haven't slept with anyone else...I would never do that to him. I have never given him a reason not to trust me, but every time he opens his mouth, every time he says something, it always comes out wrong and always makes me sad. "Okay..." I whisper, but he isn't done. His feet hit the floor at an angry pace as he stalks toward my b
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