Back upstairs in my room, I took a shower, and I felt useless, helpless, broken, and alone. In the blink of an eye, I had lost both Gunnar and Kari. I wasn’t sure which one hurt more, I loved them both, and now they were both gone.Sleep didn’t come easy that night, and I kept replaying that night’s events in my head. I should have known that Gunnar would try something. I shouldn’t have trusted his easy acceptance. If only he hadn’t moved, if only he had stayed at our house ... if only. I hadn’t really cried yet, and I sensed someone in my room.“I’m sorry, Kai,” Chrissie said to me.“Go away,” I said. I didn’t have the energy for more of her tricks, and I didn’t want her condolences, either. She’d made me a murderer, and the only part I didn’t regret was that it had been me, and not Saga.“Don’t be so mean,” she said to me. I turned my back on her and closed my eyes. I just wanted her to leave me alone.“We had a deal. I kept to my part of the deal, so go away,” I said, but she was a
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